Dan;
I get back to my apartment and fall down onto my couch, which doubles as my bed. Phil. Fuck, Phil's in the same city as me. After all these years. But he forgot. I'm currently experiencing a wild mix of anger sadness and happiness. I'm happy because, fuck, I thought I'd never see him again. Angry and sad because how could we forget, I mean, I also kind of forgot, but he was still in the corner of my mind, I never forgot his eyes. Ever since I left it's felt like something was missing. Someone was missing.
I don't know how to feel. It's too much. I just hoped he would forget me and end up with someone better than me. Well, he did forget. What if he's found someone else too. I kick off my shoes and take off my coat, then I curl into a ball and wrap my arms around myself. Woah I haven't felt this much emotions in some time. It's always been the same thing over and over again. Go to the coffee shop, meet up with Jack, party, sell something, go home, wake up with a hangover, remember nothing from last night and repeat. Ever since the day he came back into my life everything changed.
Prickly tears start to pour from my eyes and I can't stop them. This is so dumb. Why am I crying? I'm laughing and crying at this point. This is so so stupid. I missed him so much, and he's okay.
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found • phan soulmate au
Fanfiction! this is a continuation/part 2 of my other fanfic called scarred, read that first (or don't, I can't control you) ! "Maybe we'll meet later in life, under better circumstances. We're soulmates after all." Almost 8 years later, Phil is a struggling...
