Ugh I hate venting but Jesus

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If I don't Im going to have a mental collapse

I'm so depressed and I can't seem to get better. I need to stay cheerful for everyone but its so hard. I'm failing two mandatory classes and no matter how hard I try Im genuinely not smart. Not even being self deprecating. Im just an idiot. I can't live up to expectations and nothing i do is good enough. I don't know what to do. I can't stop crying and I feel like vomiting most the time. Everything is so hard and I want it to stop. I just want to feel better.

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