Mmm Ptsd tendencies. That's what my therapist calls it. My irrational anxiety around my Dad. I admit I can be hard on him sometimes but I'm just scared of getting hurt.
Mom's wearing her wedding band again, sleeping in the same bed as him again, kissing in the kitchena again. I know it's kinda shxtty but I hate it. I can't get past this G.D grudge. I'm too scared. It destroying me.
I know he's trying but I can't care. I've built walls I can't knock down. Sorry Dad. You had your chances. Im gonna be a stubborn lil binch bc Ive accepted that Im a pretty awful person.
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RandomImma but my ranting about my opinions and my life. So just a vent book HOW ORIGINAL This book is gonna be lame and just me venting about stupid stuff pay no attention to it I just need somewhere to put this garbage
