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Part 14

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Later at night doctor had visited ishita and she had been informed that she would be discharged from hospital next day. All the family members relieved on hearing the news. Later ishita's amma decided to be with her daughter in night so after dinner amma was sitting beside her and ishita was not at all sleepy. The mother daughter duo started their heart to heart talk.

Ishita: amma are you angry on me?

Amma smiled and replied: no ishu not now but yes I am disappointed by you.

Ishita looked down and fidgeting with her fingers she said: I am sorry amma. I know I have done wrong and I am repenting but I am scared amma.

Amma with surprised look: scared of what ishu?

Ishita: raman and mihika ......it had been two days since I woke up but they did not visited me that meant they are very angry. I am scared how I will face them. I am unable to understand how I will say sorry to them. This is making me more and more restless amma. You also knew that it was the the first time that mihika is angry on me because I have done wrong. I know she will not come to me, I have to go to her but I don't know how she will react. For once I can assume that I will be able to handle mihika but what about raman amma he is too angry on me. The mere thought about his anger and disappointment on me has scared me to no end.

Amma kissed on ishita's forehead then she settled beside ishu on the bed and put her head in her lap and started patting her head. Then she said: ishu you know no one in this world is perfect everyone do mistakes in his or her life at some point. It does not matter but what matter is what we do after that. The strongest one is who not only accept it but also face the outcomes of his mistake bravely and repent over it and you know what my ishu is strongest and I know she will emerge as a winner at the end.

After that ishita look into her mother's eyes and got the much needed confidence. She then closed her eyes and slept in her mother's lap after seeking the strength to face two of the most important persons of her life.

Next day mihir and romi alongwith sarika took ishita to big b palace in one car which is closely followed by raman and mihika in another car. After assuring that ishita entered the big b palace raman and mihika went to their office. Ishita has just received a warm welcome when she saw their car zoomed out of her sight, she felt bad but plastered a smile on her face for others like her old self. After that she has spent a good time with her family doing chit chats randomly trying to catch up the time she had spent without her family. Although the urge to meet raman and mihika has increased but at the same time she is some what at peace that her relation with other family members has improved a lot in this week. Two more days has passed like this and now ishita is completely fit and fine and doctor has also allowed her that she can rejoin office.

Everything is going smoothly except the fact that ishita's restlessness has increased many folds because in this week raman and mihika had not given even a glimpse of them to ishita that simply meant that they are way to angry on ishita. With full determination ishita messaged mihir and went in kitchen she made a mug of coffe and reached to their bed room.

It was 8 pm and ishu akka knocked the door of her younger sister. Mihir opened the door, ishita asked mihir about mihika by gestures of eyes. Mihir move aside and there she is sitting on the bed facing opposite to the door with her face in palms and legs hanging down the bed.ishita entered the room with coffe mug and headed straight towards mihika. Mihika took the coffee mug without looking up and said: "thanks mihir u always know what I need." She started sipping it and with the first sip she recognized the taste and whispers "ishu akka" and with that she look up and found ishita standing there with head down, teary eyes and fidgeting with her fingers. As soon as mihika looked at her all the past had been revised in her head in a flash of second. Fear of losing her sister overcame and in the next second she hugged her sister and started crying bitterly. Tears also made their way through ishita's eyes and she is continuously patting mihika's back to console her. After sometime mihika had composed herself and suddenly anger overtook her emotions. She at once pushed ishita and shouted: " why you came here just go way from here. You yourself wanted to leave us then why you came here. I have shouted and begged to you that day to stop hurting yourself but you had not listened to me. Besides my various attempts and requests at the end of the day you hurted yourself because of some bullshit guilt of yours. You know what akka you were never wrong be it at the time of ruhi adi's betrayel or your transformation into big b or even you slapping me but now you are guilty because you have tried to kill yourself. just go away I am too angry on you and I don't want to vent my anger on you which might ruin your health" with this mihika bursted into tears.

Ishita was determined to mend this relationship at any cost so she composed herself and said, " mihiku you have said it right I am guilty right now, guilt of giving this pain to all of you. I will not give you any explanations on my act because I know it will be of no use. I came here to seek your forgiveness as I have seeked from all others so, that you will be free from this pain ne from this guilt. Please mikku I am sorry" after thinking some time mihka turned around with a serious face and said, " akka do you remember, in my school days, when I have scored highest in sciences the only time. At that time everybody was too happy except you becasuse you are the only one who knew that I have actually cheated. You were so angry on me and like a mother you punished me by making me stand whole night and prepare that subject." Ishita replied, " yes, but why now...." Instead of replying mihika said, " and do you remember that only time I have tried to harm myself what you did? You took me to a street begger lady and made listen to her story to make me realize how rong I was. You know akka I can remind you many such incidents like the most recent one when I reached office late and to teach me the importance of punctuality you made me do the work of peon. All these times, it was you who had taught me the right. Because being elder you considered it as your responsibility. So technically if you do something wrong then your elders must have taught you a tough lesson but in this case nobody considered it important." Ishita said, " mihika I am unable to understand your point please say it clearly." Mihika replied, " it is nothing complicated, I am just saying that I am going to do what our parents should have done. If you want my forgiveness you have to right 100 reasons on why you should not have done sucide and send screenshot to me and also you must have to set it as your wallpaper on your cell phone." Ishita only managed to reply, " okay I will" with that she left mihika's room and move towards her room. After almost 3 hours of long and tiring thought process she managed to complete the given task. It was now 10 minutes since ishita has send screenshot, she is resting on her chair when mihika entered her room. Ishita has her eyes closed which she opened in a jerk on finding someone massaging her shoulders. On seeing it was mihika ishita kissed the back of her palm and hugged her sister. The both smile through happy tears and then after some chit chat both went to sleep.

At 3:55 am ishita woke up but did not open her eyes and as expected raman entered her room and move towards her. He sat beside her, took her hand in his, kissed her forehead, wipes his own tears and said, " ishita I love you a lot to be angry on you. I very well know that you are feeling guilty for hurting others by hurting yourself and till now you have apologized from everyone except me. I know tomorrow you will come to me also. I am waiting for that day from so long not because I also want to give you lectures like others but because I want to tell you that I not only love you but can understand your pain also. I want to give you assurance that you can share your pain with me, the pain in which you are from last one and half year and the pain which lead you to sucide. I want to sooth your pain ishita." Listening all these things from raman all her fears to face him gone away tears started to roll down from the corner of her eyes and she opened her eyes to find raman looking towards her and both share an emotional eyelock.

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