Jenlisa Things

why (2)

Its been weeks. Lisa and i are not talking but i can see she's staying away from me

I felt hurt and broken inside i dont know what to do i just cry all night to my bed and keep thinking about her

But someone pokes my back snd it was jisoo again

"Hey jennie" she said then smiled

"Hey" i said smiled too

"So whats up? Are you fine?" She said

"Yeah im fine dont worry" i lied

"Good then" she said smiled at me

"Well i talked to lisa and im making sure if she really just using you" she said

"What did she say?" I said

"She said no then she cried after that" she said

"Huh? Why? I thought she's using me? Whats really the truth?" I said confused

"I dont know either jennie but you should talk her thats better" she said

"I think so" i said then sighed

"You can do it believe me shes not using you okay? If shes using you she wouldnt cry" she said pat my back

"I dont know but ill try my best to know whats really the truth im really confused"

"Okay jennie i hope it'll be better" she said then hugged me

"Thanks jisoo" i said hugged her back

"No problem jen well see you then bye" she said waved her hand

"Okay bye" i said then does the same

Jisoo walked away and made her way out to the gate of our school

Im still waiting my friend rose she's talking to our math teacher and doing her missed written works

After waiting for minutes lisa sat beside me i was shookt and my heart starts beating fast

"Jennie" lisa said

"mhm?" I said

"Did jisoo tell you something?" Lisa said

"No she didnt" i lied

"Tell the truth" lisa said looking at me

"No s-she really didnt say anything" i lied

"Do you believe that im using you?" Lisa said

"Uhm y-yes" i said

Lisa didnt respond then just stands up but before she walk away i asked her something

"Lisa what is the truth? Are yoy using me or not?" I said

She didnt respond she just walked away then go with her friends

I felt bad for saying yes that i believed her that she was using me i dont know i know its all messed up

But she changed she changed alot she's not close to me anymore like when she sees me she will not say anything she's just gonna get on my way then mind her business

Its really hard for me that she'll just changed like that

My heart breaks everytime ill see her but my heart beats faster too