TRAINEE || b.ch, y.jn

16

Jeongin was breathing some fresh air up the rooftop of the building, its was just him alone. He felt free, ot was so peaceful.

He closed his eyes, hands in his pockets and he sighed. "Why am I even getting jealous? Knowing that you're just ny producer."

He purse his lips, "We're not even dating, Chan. What's with this big deal?"

Jeingin couldn't help but tear down, tears that left his eyes we're a million. Full of pain, sadness and love.

"Maybe, maybe I should stop loving you."

"Maybe I should too, Jeongin."

His eyes shot open, he quickly turned around. The cold wind hitting his hair, eyes widened seeing Chan in tears.

"I should stop loving you too, I should stop my feelings too?" Chan said, sounding like he's asking.

Jeongin sobbed and bite his lips preventing him from crying even louder. "Should we?"

"Shouldn't I'd be the one asking that?" Chan raised an eyebrow and took one step close to Jeongin. "Should we, Jeongin?"

"I- But I can't, I don't know how." Jeongin sighed looking down, Chan roll his eyes to keep the tears in place.

The elder let out a shaky breath, "Jeongin, you don't know what will happen to my world when you leave."

Jeongin look up at him, confused ofcourse. "Leave?"

"Jeongin," Chan stood a little close to the younger, looking up at him with tears welming down. "You're going back to America, with JYP."

Jeongin's breathing stopped, his heart dropped. He was frozen on his spot. "America? Why?"

"He told me that, he, you, uhm. You're goinh to stay there for a year, probably for your new solo album." Chan clicked his tongue.

"No." Jeongin exclaimed, holding Chan's hands in sudden. "I don't want to leave you."

"I do too. " Chan cried along with Jeongin, Jeongin pulled him in a tight warm hug, their tears drying down as the snow falls slowly.

"I love you, I can't stop it!" Jeongin cried out, "I love you too, but we have to."

Beyond hearing those words, Jeongin pulled away looking at his lover in confusement.

"Jeongin, you're going back to America. We should space out, move one, forget." Jeongin intensely looking at him in the eyes, he couldn't help but look away not wantinh to see the pain in the younger's.

"D-Dont you want to fight for it? I thought you love me!?" Jeongin asked with a slight yell.

Chan shook his head, "I only thought, but no, I shouldn't. I... I don't really love you."

Jeongin bit his lower lip, crying quietly, he slap Chan on his left cheek. "I thought you'll fight for us, but I guess I thought wrong."

"I was so wrong for loving you." Jeongin stormed away leaving Chan alone, the cold winter breeze makes the scene more dramatic.

And the moment he heard those words from Jeongin, he automatically cried in guilt and pain. It hurts from the inside.

He clenched his chest, lowering his head whilst crying out loud. He screamed with tears flowing after, bending down on his knees.

He kept on punching his chest, probably making his heart stop beating for Yang Jeongin.

On the other side, when Jeongin left. He slammed the door of the rooftop and run downstairs. But his legs fall apart making him sit on the floor.

Leaning his back against the wall and crying out loud, the pain in his heart was the same with what Chan had.

He run his fingers through his hair and locking it there after, he felt like not stopping from this pain inside.

When he heard Chan screamed, he clasp his hand over his mouth.

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