𝙘𝙧𝙪𝙨𝙝. 𝘯𝘢 𝘫𝘢𝘦𝘮𝘪𝘯 [✅]

十六

{KAKAOTALK}

baemin
jeyes

3:25am

baemin
you know before i tried to kill myself last year i wrote a letter

baemin
it was a letter to you

baemin
adressed to you

baemin
written to you

baemin
i didn't even think about my other friends jeno, only you

baemin
never once did it cross my mind how ten would have cried if i killed myself

baemin
it was always you, you, you, you

baemin
never someone else

baemin
and it's still only you

baemin
i'm sick of it

baemin
i don't know what kind of stunt you were trying to pull today with breaking up with renjun in the front of the whole school but it didn't work

baemin
i'm done with you and for good this time

baemin
i hope you understand why i'm doing this

baemin
you're toxic for me, jeno, and it rips me apart but i can't keep letting you take away pieces of me, because there is not going to be anything left

baemin
i love you, i really do, but i don't want this anymore

baemin
you're never going to love me right so just please, please leave me alone

jeno
alright
seen 3:57am

i locked my phone and looked up at the starry sky.

things were going to get better.

i hope.