Different

Chapter 16

Okay so there won't be any confusion: when a longer part of text is written in italics, it's Emma talking about this when she's older.

Also I won't be posting as much as I did during the Christmas break.

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New year 2016/2017

New year resolutions. Everyone had different ones. But mostly, they were about losing weight, exercising, eating less sweets, eating healthier and so on.
But I remember, clear as the sky, on a sunny day, that my new year resolution will be trying to make things work with Luke. Trying to get with him.

Honestly, I feel bad for myself. Wishing for a sociopath. Oh how stupid I was..

It's 30 seconds until midnight. I'm dressed in the white dress, that Luke got me. We're holding hands, waiting impatiently for the clock to strike midnight.

We're in a club, a new year party actually. It looks very fancy and everything is decorated.

3..

2..

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"Happy new year!" Everyone screams and Luke grabs my waist and pulls me closer to him, kissing me, gently.

He moves closer to my ear, "I love thay dress on you," he smirks, "and the necklace," he kisses my neck and I groan when he moves away.

I didn't drink too much, because I don't trust myself drunk around Luke. I don't want a baby in 9 months. It would be a very cute baby if it got Luke's genes.

What am I doing? Why am I thinking about my babies with Luke. I've officially lost it.

Luke is a bit tipsy and so am I, but just enough for me to still know what I'm doing. So that explains my thinking about babies with Luke.

"Wanna go back to your place," he smirks and I shake my head.

"Let's just watch the fireworks for now," I smile and look at the sky, full of red, blue, green and purple light beams.

He nods and hugs me from behind, placing his head on mine. That gesture made me twitch and tense up a bit.

"Happy new year, Em," he whispers into my ear.

"Happy new year, Luke," I smile, even though he can't see me.

We stay like that for about half an hour and go back inside.

"We need to go on the plane in 12 hours," I sigh and he nods in agreement.

Suddenly I feel a hand on my butt and a second later I can smell Luke, who's now hugging me from behind, again.

"Can we go to your place now, I'm getting tired," he whispers into my ear, making me gulp and nod.

He moves away, smacking my butt and heading towards the exit, grinning.

"Keep your hands to yourself," I say, jokingly.

"I mean I could, but why would I want to?" He sings, making me laugh.

"So you like Selena Gomez huh?" I tease and he rolls his eyes.

He calls a taxi and we're back home in half an hour.

"Ahhh, my beautiful, beautiful, bed," he squeaks and jumps on my bed.

"You aren't sleeping here," I roll my eyes and he pouts.