I cry as I pick the glass out of my hands and knees. I stare at the bloody sink from my hands and knees and wonder if it is really all worth it anymore. "is it worth living" I say aloud. I look at the pills on the counter. My mind starts swirling wi...
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I walked through the door and was shocked when I was hugged by a large figure. I looked up and it was my father. "welcome home honey, I missed you so much. Where did you go last night, you had me so worried" he said confusing me further until I noticed the thin red haired women behind him. It all made sense then. He was putting up an act to impress some lady. She probably had money. It was the only reason he ever acted like this. The women seemed shy at first but she finally spoke in a soft sweet voice "Hey, sorry to intrude but im Desy. Your father and I have been seeing each other for some time now and, he finally brought me home to meet you. I hope you and I become best friends". I smiled back at her. "I'm Jess nice to meet you" I said though inside I had a feeling that she didn't know he had a new women here almost every single night. I walked over to the table and was impressed to see that supper was already cooked and done. All I had to do was sit down and eat like we were really a family. It was so good I almost got lost in this illusion. Though no matter how good it was I knew it was all fake. It's just Fake Love. At least this is my chance to come up with a good enough excuse to be gone tomorrow. He won't yell at me while she is here. This is my one chance. "Dad I know that you have been busy, but would it be alright if I spend the day with Emma and Dawn tomorrow. We will just be going out to the Mall, and maybe the movies. Her mom also wants us to have supper with her tomorrow night. It would give you and Desy more time together without me in the way." With this his face started to turn red with anger and you could visibly see him grit his teeth. He said threw his teeth. "You can go but I want to hear from you Sunday morning, we have some things to talk about." As he said the words I got so excited and actually hugged him which shocked myself and him. After this I dismissed myself from the table and went back to my room, now bare of "those chinese men I was obsessed with". It still made me sad to look around. I layed on my bed and took out my headphones and Ipod. I clicked the first song I saw and played it before I fell asleep
I'm so sorry but it's fake love, fake love, fake love
