Dimples ❀「K.NJ」

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I've been living Here for five months now.

Mom's called me a few times to ask how I've been here and I told them everything and how happy I was.

Everything except for Namjoon.

I can't tell them yet that I've fallen in love again.

I think they'll disapprove.

But they can't say no to Joon. That's impossible.

Currently the said boy is sitting on my sofa and reading one of my favorite books Time and Deception.

And I'm in the kitchen cleaning the dishes from our dinner.

I'm done though. So I go and take a seat next to Namjoon.

He looks at me and smiles, those beautiful dents on his cheeks appearing.

Then he places his book down and moves closer to me.

"How was life back in your home town?"

It's the first time he's asking about my past and I don't know if I should be completely honest.

What will I risk though? The past is just a dead flower. It won't bloom again.

And I tell him. How life back in Seoul was busier than the one here. How it was so much more boring and uninteresting. How it never allowed me to meet a soul like Joon.

"Why did you move here?"

I never wanted anyone to ask me that question here. Especially him.

But he deserves to know.

"I broke up with my boyfriend of four years...
My parents thought that it was a good way to escape everything that followed after a breakup.
Especially when you're the one being cheated on."

He holds my hand and rubs soft circles  on top of it.

"He said he hated me...
That I was useless...
He could never love me...
I was never good enough, was I?"

I ask the last part in a whisper and then I feel Joon's fingers under my chin and he lifts my head up, smiling ever so softly.

"Yoon Da Eun. You are more than enough.
I'm glad you broke up with him because then I would've never met you.
You're my perfect reality, Da Eun.
And I promise you that you will always have me. No matter what."

The words are a soft whisper.

Then I feel his lips on mine.

I just hope this isn't a dream.