Even blood
from my wrists
runs faster
then your decisioning.
So you can be
mean to me
And it's okay?
and when I
lost control
when you reach
the top of the edge
of my patience
and I start to
act just like you
and maybe worse
then suddenly
I am the one
who is the
worst?
Okay.
I will remember it
I remember all
those moments
when you made me
look like
I am the worst.
Okay.
I know
I'm not
good enough.
But you would
do better
if you ever
tried to
act better
to me.
Don't you see?
Don't you see
what have you
done to me?
Don't you see
I'm so done
with everything?
Don't u see
I can't handle
it no more?
Can't you hear
I'm screaming
for help?
Of course you
don't hear me.
I'm only
whispering.
You really
didn't seen
I had sat right
next to you
And was in tears?
Okay.
You will be
in shock
when something
dramatic happens. I'm done.
