They found
my scars.
They didn't
found out
reasons.
I found me
a help.
But do I
really want it?
Do I really
want to
get better?
But if I
don't find
any help
for me
I can become
worse.
Or I can stay
the same.
Will they
finally support
me in anything
after it?
I am not sure.
I am not sure
I even want
to get better.
I really am
trying to
get better
on my own.
But what if
they don't
want me to?
I am not sure.
I feel really
stuck.
