Watching me while
I am leaving
watching me while
I am slowly dying.
Is this everything you
ever wanted?
Watching me hurting inside
And not staying by my side?
Watching me while
I am trying.
Watching me while
I am failing.
Watching me while
I am falling apart.
I can't forget these
days when I was
drowning in my tears
and you weren't here
to save me.
I can't forget these
days when I was hurting
deeply inside
and you weren't here
by my side.
These facts about us
They all were right
I should have trust them
But I was deeply in love with you
Or was I in love with the imagine of you?
Why does it feel
like I am a burden
to literally anyone?
Why does it
feel like
I annoy everyone?
Why does it
feel like
they don't want to
have me by their side?
Why does it feel
like I am a burden
to literally anyone
almost all the time.
Why am I sad
literally everyday?
Why am I so lonely
literally everyday?
Why do I isolate myself
almost everyday?
Why do I push
literally everyone
from myself every day?
Why am I asking
these questions everyday?
Why do I even try?
Why do I even want
you to be mine?
Why do you act
like you don't mind?
Are you out of your mind?
Don't you realise
I want you to be mine?
Even know you don't mind.
