I have no reason
to stay here
no more.
I lost all reasons
to stay here
anymore.
Why should I
stay here and
pretend like
everything is
okay?
Why should I
stay here when
there is no one
that keeps me
alive?
Why should I
plan my future
when I have
no one to
share it with?
I feel so empty.
My heart was
broken so many
times and after
all I stayed here
and am giving my
last love to others.
I am exhausted of
this feeling I'm
facing daily.
This late night poetry
is the only thing
that can help me
at least a little bit.
These late nights
when I'm laying
in my bed thinking
about you.
These lonely nights
when I'm thinking
about our common
moments spent
together.
These long late nights
when I'm lost and
crying in my bed
thinking about us.
Thinking about
what have I done.
Probably I have
done nothing wrong
but I can't admit
it's all in my head.
If you don't want to
see me aver again
just tell me.
If you don't want to
have anything to
do with me
just tell me.
If you don't want to
have me in
your life anymore
just tell me.
I would rather
hear hurtful truth
than be ignored
and overthink what
have I done wrong?
I am not sure
if I want to die.
I just want
to disappear
I just want
to take a break
from my meaningless life.
I am way too tired
of trying to give
love and affection
to the others
and always be
the one who
is hurt and bruised.
There is no one
that care about me
it is always me
who cares
about others.
