I've done
it again.
I'm so broken.
Why do I do
this to myself?
Why can't I
just stay calm?
Isn't there any
other way
to calm myself
without hurting
myself?
Of course
there is.
I'm just
so dumb
to find
any other way.
I can't wait
to the day
I'll recieve
help.
Or at least
my problems
will be heard.
And deep
inside I
hope it
will help me.
