I've done
it again.
I've lost
control again.
Everybody says
it doesn't help.
But what if
it's the only way
to get calm?
What if
it's the
only way
I can feel
alive?
I have
survived again.
It even
wasn't that
hard fight.
It hurts.
It hurts
so bad
specially while
moving and
being touched.
But it's okay
I'm used to
being hurt.
