Healing and sinking
what the fuck
do you think
that I'm doing?
Healing and sinking
Can you see me
that I'm trying?
I'm trying to
get healed
I seem like
I crave attention
but I only want to
Disappear.
I only want to
listen to Lil Peep
and drink amundsen vodka
with blueberry redbull in it
and chill with somebody
that really understands me.
I only want to
get drunk
and forget about
what have I done.
Amundsen vodka
Blueberry redbull
Nobody hangin' around
I tried to be cool.
Body full of stress
mind full of shit
I've done in the past
Body full of shame
Nobody knows
what have I done.
Suicide on my mind
almost all the time
shit I have done
in the past
is on my mind
I want to heal
I want to be
less negative
I want to heal.
