The Shipping Musical

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Misty

It's been a week now dating ash and I've become so much closer to him. But there were problems already.

He had doubts.

Ash could see how hurt Serena had become. I felt guilty too. We both liked him though and it was fair for him to choose.

Or maybe I should have gave up and let her have him.

After class today he had ignored me. Frustrated I chased after him.

"Ash please just talk to me tell me the truth!" I cried out holding onto his arm.

"Misty I don't know if I made the right choice I feel so bad for Serena and it makes it hard to be happy with you I .. I need a break" he finally said.

I looked down my eyes covered by my hair. "Ok" I said in defeat. He walked away and as I stared at him walking away I began to sing.

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Feelings used but I'm still missing you and I can't see the end of this just wanna feel your kiss against my lips

And now all this time is passing by but I just can't seem to tell you why it hurts me every time I see you realize how much I need you

I walked out of the school to the forest nearby and continued to imagine his perfect face. Oh how perfect we were. But were we really?

I hate you I love you I hate that I love you don't want to but I can't seem to put nobody else above you I hate you I love you I hate that I want you you want her you need her and I'll never be her

I made it all the way home and I began to look in the mirror. Had I not been enough? Serena had a nicer personality nicer hair, of course he made a mistake choosing me.

What about all the times you would pick me up and we'd just drive around until we found a place to stay and waste the day away we do nothing but it was okay with me

They say it's not good to spend all my time thinking about you so late at night but I can't stop once I start it's like an avalanche thoughts coming and I just wanna hold your hand

Hold your breath I'm going under not coming up till this night is over until this is night is over

I hate you I love you I hate that I love you don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you I hate you I love you I hate that I want you you want her you need her and I'll never be her

All alone I watch you watch her like she's the only girl you've ever see you don't care you never did you don't give a damn about me yeah all alone I watch you watch her she's the only thing you ever see how is it you never notice that you were slowly killing me

I hate you I love you I hate that I love you don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you I hate you I love you I hate that I want you you want her you need her and I'll never be her

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I laid in bed thinking too much about it. He wanted her who am I to stop him?