Leaf

"Wonder what he's up to" I sighed thinking about Garry. Every night I did this.

It's been months now. We were already in the summertime!

May was in the same state as me.

Wallowing in our sadness. I found Garry in everything I do more often then I'd like to admit.

May

I looked out at the tree. Honey slipped from the honey bee nest. Listening to their buzzing you'd think would make me cringe.

Instead I was strumming away at my ukulele.

You went and turned the red flag white, darling, and you waved it
You've always had a way with words
Why can't you explain it then?
I see your face in everyone, baby, and I hate it
Who would have ever thought I'd have to erase it? Uh

Every little thing is reminding me of you
Yes, I'll set fire to my whole room (Ah, ah, ah)

I don't want to let it show, but I still love you
And how do I let you know if I can't call you?
And I don't want to be alone another night
I don't want to feel this blue
How do I let you go if I don't want to?

I double take at every phone that rings out of habit
I can't shake the little things, they're harder to manage, woah
I can't bury the past, but I'll bury the hatchet
Can we just pretend that this never happened? Yeah

Every little thing is reminding me of you
Guess I'll set fire to my whole room (Ah, ah, ah)

I don't want to let it show, but I still love you
And how do I let you know if I can't call you?
And I don't want to be alone another night
I don't want to feel this blue
How do I let you go if I don't want to?

So what are you doing tonight?
'Cause I miss you and I, and I can't even lie, I need you
I could get on a flight, I could make up the time
I know I'm out of line, can I see you?

I don't want to let it show, but I still love you
And how do I let you know if I can't call you?
And I don't want to be alone another night
I don't want to feel this blue
How do I let you go if I don't want to?
Baby, how do I let you go if I don't want to?
How do I let you go if I don't want to?

The last strum I felt a tear roll down my eye. I had so many regrets. Why hadn't I seen it sooner?

Drew cared about me. It was his family.

Thinking back I probably made him feel worse about it. He was being forced to marry a girl!

I got up and pictured us together. Every day I would imagine a world where I had a force much greater. One that could bring drew back to me.

Misty

Today was all smiles. I was at ash's house helping his mom with dishes. We had a lot of fun but to be polite I helped her out.

"Ash has never been happier I think it's because of you misty" she made me blush.

"Oh thank you Delia I'm glad though I care about ash a lot" she smiled at that and patted my head.

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