Why.
Why me?
Why am I like this?
I'm happy one day, sad the next, bored one, angry the other.
I feel like I'm under a wet blanket. A cold, wet blanket.
I go insane and run away for 3 days then come back home confused of why I left.
I'm not my dad. My biological father was severely bipolar and psychotic, but he was stabilized with medication that he only took while he worked or had to go out on public.
At home he was crazy.
One day we would watch movies on the couch while laughing, then the next he would grab me by the neck and punch me in the face.
Even while he was on his meds he wasn't the nicest
I was 4, I had no clue what bipolar disorder was.
Now I do.
Because I'm under that hell fire with my past ,bitch of a father.
Now I'm stuck.
Here.
Slowly going insane.
Pt 2?
Btw do y'all still want a pt 2 to 'pain in the past'?
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