Only You (Sequel to Good Enough)

4

Perrie

I am laughing so hard as Jade is really trying her hardest to be an actress. I can tell she's slightly uncomfortable as she's stuttering a bit over her words. I couldn't help but find that even more attractive on my wife.

"Babe. We don't have to role play if you don't want too." I say while grabbing her arm slightly. She laughs and shakes her head. "I'm sorry. I just-I'm not good at the whole role play thing." Jade tells me before taking a sip of her cocktail.

"I'm just so glad I get to spend this time with my wife." I tell her and get up from the bar. "Let's go to dinner baby." I say while grabbing her hand. Jade leaves some money at the bar and quickly follows me through the hotel. We settle on a fancy Pan-Asian restaurant.

I wrap my arms around Jade's waist and let her rest her weight on my body as we are waiting for a table.

"Perrie." She hums while looking up at me. "Yeah?" I ask her before she turns around to face me. "Would you ever want to tour again?" She asks me which is quite surprising as we haven't talked about the band in a while.

"I'm not sure Jade." I answer honestly thinking about it. Being in Little Mix was a great experience as it's what led me to find Jade and find two sisters that I wouldn't change for anything in the world, but the hate was getting to me on the daily. I couldn't stand being "Zayn's Ex" to the media.

I just wanted to cry every time his name was mentioned due to the fact I still got nightmares from it. Ever since the band went on hiatus, my mental health has been so much better. I've also been able to have a slightly more normal life which is perfect for me. I loved seeing all the fans, but being famous is mentally exhausting.

"I just miss touring...my mental health has been horrible over the hiatus...except for our wedding of course." Jade mumbles. I'm shocked to hear as my mental health has been so much better without the pressure of being famous.

"What's going on in your head?" I asked her knowing that she was really struggling with something. "It's nothing Pez." Jade shrugs it off and luckily for her the hostess comes out and says our table is ready.

We follow her to a secluded table and sat across from Jade. Jade seems incredibly nervous and I just can't help but wonder why.

"Why are you so tense baby?" I asked her. She shooed me off and muttered something under her breath. "Why are you being so short with me?" I snapped at her annoyed by her behavior.

"No reason. Just leave me alone Perrie. Let's focus on you." She says back to me. I roll my eyes and get up from the table. "I'm going to the bathroom." I say to her before quickly walking away from the bitter woman.

I can hear her trying to convince me to come back, but I ignore her as I make my way into the bathroom. I walk inside and look at myself in the mirror. I thought that I looked pretty and that Jade would like what I was wearing. I wondered why she seemed so off about everything.

I sighed and freshened up a bit and made sure I looked perfect for my wife. I started to walk back to the table when I saw that Jade was on a phone call with someone. I decided to be nosy and tried to listen to what Jade was saying.

She seemed to be talking to someone about something that she did. From the tone of her phone it appeared that she regretted whatever happened.

I decided to be nosier and tried to listen to more detail. I couldn't hear the name of the person that she was talking to. I desperately wanted to hear what Jade did.

I wanted to hear it so I could make her feel better about it. I wanted to tell her that whatever it was that we would work through it together.
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