Only You (Sequel to Good Enough)

7

Jade

Perrie was slowly starting to trust me again since I told her about my incident with Leigh-Anne. We fully talked about it and I kept telling her that she was the only one that I truly ever wanted.

We had a lovely time in Hawaii and now we were waiting for our flight to Australia. Perrie was on her phone texting someone and I desperately wanted to know who she was texting.

She seemed so into whatever she was saying as she kept rereading the messages. "Everything alright?" I asked her.

She nodded and didn't even look up from her phone. "You seem attached to that phone." I mutter while rolling my eyes as I want to spend time with my wife.

"What was that?" She asks while actually looking up from the phone screen. She is practically glaring at me as I know she heard my comment.

"What's so important on that phone?" I ask her while folding my arms. "I don't have to tell you. You'll probably blow it out of proportion anyway." She says to me.

"Well you've been ignoring me all of our honeymoon." I say to Perrie. "I can't trust you Jade. You cheated." She hisses as we can feel the stares from other people.

"And I'm sorry. How many times do I have to say that?" I ask her getting tired of apologizing. "Nobody is forcing you to apologize. Look Jade I've been talking to a therapist that I'm going to see after this honeymoon." She admits.

I can't believe that she feels so upset that she's seeking therapy. She used to never want therapy even when she was extremely depressed.

"Don't overreact. Now let me live without sheltering me." She snaps at me before getting back on her phone. I gulp just thinking about her words. I just want her to talk to me, but I was so stupid and fucked up our relationship. I had no idea what Perrie wanted to do.

"Do you want to get divorced?" I ask her blatantly. She looks up shocked that those words came out of my mouth.

"Jade." She says quietly but in a tone that I know she pissed. "No. I'm tired of trying to read your mind Perrie. I need to know what you want." I say to her just trying to get the blonde to actually talk to me. She's been hiding her true feelings ever since she found out about my incident.

"I just want you to love me. I wish that I could talk to you like before Jade. I love you more than anything which is why I haven't left." She confesses. I can see the tears slipping softly from her eyes. I shield her from the people that were trying not to stare at us.

"I do love you Perrie." I say to the blonde who's wiping her eyes. "Yeah well whatever Jade." She says turning her attention back to her phone. I sigh and don't even bother asking who she's texting.

We soon board our flight and I take the window seat to have some distraction from Perrie. I took out my own phone and realized I hadn't checked many of my messages in the past few days.

I saw a lot of angry messages from both Leigh and Jesy.

I sighed and clicked on the messages with Jesy as I could deal with her more.

@Jesy: jade what the hell!!!!!?????

@Jesy: i can't believe you !!

@Jesy: how could you do that to Perrie!?

@Jesy: she loves you more than anything. I swear to god you better take care of my best friend before you two get back.

@Jesy: Jade. and with Leigh-Anne???? What was the matter with both of you. God you better not hurt Perrie more.

I scrolled through the rest as thinking of my actions made me cry. I sigh and quickly text Jesy back.

@Jade: i already feel like shit. this is between perrie and i. i don't need your 'motherly' advice so just stay out of it.

I roll my eyes before clicking on the messages from Leigh-Anne.

@Leigh: what the hell!? you told her!?

@Leigh: why would you be so stupid and Jesy knows suddenly! this is going to blow up you idiot! im straight so it wouldn't matter but god Jade!

@Leigh: answer me you bitch! you're the one who ruined everything.

I sighed and began typing my message to Leigh-Anne.

@Jade: calm down. it's not like we are telling the press. and thanks for being worried about only yourself.

I was about to shut my phone before seeing Leigh actually respond to me.

@Leigh: hey there's photos of Perrie crying going all over the news and they're speculating so much. also Jade I do care about you and Perrie.

I groaned mentally cursing at myself as I should've seen the press getting those photos of Perrie. "Pez." I say softly to the blonde that's typing away at her phone.

"Yeah?" She hums still not looking at me. "Have you seen the articles?" I ask her wondering if she's seen what Leigh was talking about.

"Yeah. Jesy sent me some." She answers while still typing away. "Why won't you talk to me?" I ask the blonde girl. I just want to love her, but she's making it so difficult.

"There's nothing to talk about Jade. Look I know it's our honeymoon, but right now I really can't stand you." She says rather harshly.

I gasp slightly at her words and frown. "You can't stand me?" I ask her. She throws her phone in her lap and glares at me.

"I can't stand you whining for me to fucking forgive you. You. Slept. With. Another. Woman." She spats at me. I can see the tears lacing her eyes as she's trying not to cry. I know that I hurt her badly and I feel awful about it.

"And I'm sorry Perrie. It was a drunken mistake baby-" I start to say before Perrie cuts me off. "Drunken actions are sober thoughts." She says coldly before returning to her phone.

"Perrie you know damn well that I love you. Who took care of you when you needed it the most? Who helped you get over Zayn? Who cared for you when you got hate?" I say to her trying to say anything that will make her realize the love I have for her.

"Stop Jade. That doesn't matter now that you cheated on me with one of my best friends." She hisses at me. "God. I hate the fact I love you so much. I hate the fact I can't get the imagine of the two of you out of my head. I wish I could hate you."

I'm in complete shock over her words. I'm telling myself that she doesn't mean what she is saying, but her eyes are quite puffy and she looks completely vulnerable.

"Y-You what?" I ask her softly wanting to hear her say it again. She sighs and bites her lip. I can tell that she feels guilty for what she said as I can feel the tears from my eyes.

"I just meant." She starts before I turn away from her. "Yeah I get it Perrie." I say coldly to the blonde sitting next to me. I rest my head on the window and put in my earbuds to try and ignore Perrie which was proving to be an impossible task.

I just wanted to know how to win my wife back as I can tell that she's close to not loving me anymore. I sigh as I feel the silent tears pour down my face as I want Perrie to know how much I love her.

I feel a tap on my shoulder and turn to see Perrie looking at me. It had been at least an hour since I had spoken to her at this point as I had gotten pretty lost in my thoughts.

"I didn't mean it." She says softly. "I get it Perrie. I'm a terrible person." I say to her while giving her a weak smile.

She shakes her head and says "The thing is you're not Jade. I fell in love with you for a reason and even though you made a mistake I don't care."

"I love you Perrie." I say to the blonde before kissing her lips softly. She kisses mine back and pulls back after a few long seconds. "Now I actually want to enjoy my honeymoon now. Once we land we are going to act like a true couple." Perrie tells me while resting her head on my shoulder and I couldn't agree more.

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Hey guys I got another update out!! Shocking because school is kicking my ass currently.

If this chapter gets to 25 likes then I'll give you guys two chapters in a row ;)

Lol good luck :)

- leah