Red showed me where all my classes would be and I went to my homeroom
luckily I took that with Anthony and that boy they called Nemo
When I looked up I seen the devil aka my ex boyfriend
Like my first boyfriend ever I couldn't stand this boy not that he broke my heart he was annoying and A cockblocker
I couldn't do nothing without him up my ass so when I moved schools I lost contact with him on purpose as I should say
I wanted to turn around and walk out the class so bad but I knew the damn teacher was going to say something
so I sat down slowly in the only sit next to my brother but across from my ex Jermane
I just knew he was about to say some smart and I was hoping my brother clapped back at his ass cause I didn't want to talk to him then boom he did
"Damn girl I thought yo ass died"
I looked over at my brother who was not paying attention he was talking to his friends
well damn imma have to start standing up for myself anyway so I nicely said
"Nah I didn't die I just didn't wanna talk to you anymore "
"Dang so it's like that you left me wondering ,why you do that?"
"Cause you was so controlling and I had no control over myself, so I had to get away"
"So you felt like that?"
"Yep"!
"Luckily I gotta girlfriend i would of tried to get back with you"
My body filled with relief because I will never get back into a controlling relationship
I felt like I couldn't decide what I wanted to do I never wore what I wanted to wear
I had to get my hair how he wanted and if I did something without asking
I was the bad guy I couldn't stand that shit only thing good about him was he was fine ass fuck that's all
he was really the only light skinned boy I ever dated and he was so fine
but I couldn't go back with him cause of his personality wasn't it
I tried to get Anthony attention but he just keep on talking
finally the bell ring and guess who meet me by the door to take me to my next class Red
me and her didn't take nun of our classes together except for P.E which was 2nd period next I had Avid class which was basically study hall and I took it with my brother my ex and Nemo
I really needed to make some girl friends that were not studs cause their was a lot of them
I seen a girl sitting by herself which was weird she was so pretty like really
so I stood up and my brother asked where I was going and I pointed to the girl and for some odd reason he said good luck with that but I didn't care
I walked over their unbothered I sat down next to the girl and sed hey and she didn't say anything
I asked for her name still no response but in her binder it spelled out aryah so I grabbed for her binder boy she had fast reflexes she grabbed for it so fast
but while she did that I seen that she had cuts going down her arm
then I remembered when I did this and I just wanted to comfort her so I tried to get her to talk to me cause I could tell she was crying out for help
The bell was about to ring but I was destined to get her to talk
even tho my brother kept telling me to come here he can wait he be having me waiting
then I did it this was the only plan I had left to get her to talk cause plan B was a little bit to much so I pulled up my sleeve and put my arm next to hers and compared our cutting scars she had more than me so I made a little joke
"Damn I guess imma a pussy"
I finally got her to at least laugh but I wanted to have a conversation with her but the damn bell rung
ARYAH
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