We pulled up to the party and this party was deep ass fuck everybody and there momma was here
it was cars parked across the street at the gas station people were still getting dropped off and this persons front yard and backyard was full of cars and people it was like a movie that I was not prepared for
we got out the car and I looked around and I felt lost and I just felt not wanted there
I just been feeling like that a lot lately I walked behind Aryah all shy and stuff as she greeted some people she knew there
"Kay'mani why you not talking"
"I don't know"
I walked off cause I didn't wanna stop Aryah from doing thing's so I went to sit in the kitchen and chill probably drink a couple of drinks
I sat down at the stools they had and poured me a shot of ciroc and a half a cup of orange juice and straight white vodka
"Kay?"
I turned around confused cause I could of swore I didn't know nobody on this side of town
I turned around and seen it was Jordan Podie's brother
"Oh hey Jordan"
"What's up sis what you been up to"
"Nothing enjoying my miserable life I guess"
"Why you say that"
"You don't have to act lost everybody's knows my business"
"True that just know if you ever need to talk I'm here"
"Yeah like I'm really gonna vent to my toxic ex brother"
"I don't even claim that lil nigga had to kick him out my house"
"What he do?"
"Tried to fuck my girl and thought I wouldn't find out"
"Sound just like him sticking his dick in anything"
"I see what you be taking about now"
"Yeah well talk to ya later"
"Ight bet you still got my number"
"Yeah"
I turned around and took another shot minding my business and as soon as I get comfortable and think no ones gonna bother me Sonny comes up to me with his little group of friends
"Wassup Kaykay"
"Kaykay?"
"Yeah that's gone be your lil nickname for you"
"Ughh whatever might as well since you telling everybody we talk"
"I never said we talked I said I had feelings for you and they took it the wrong way"
"How you got feelings for a girl you just meet"
"I don't know been asking myself the same question I just feel the need to be in your life and make you happy again"
I'm not gonna lie he had me blushing when he said that it just felt like he cared so much and that was something I haven't felt in a lil while
"So Kay'mani this party lame as fuck to how bout we go to IHOP or something"
"You gone leave everybody"
"I can come back and get them they know how to take care of themselves"
My name Kay'mani and i was not about to give up the offer of free food and I think that's any girl so of course I went it's not like he's a stranger
We pulled up to IHOP and since it was so late no one was here but workers and a group of white girls that looked like they did not belong on this side of town just saying
"So what you gonna get"
"Nothing heavy I'm kinda tipsy and I don't wanna throw up"
"Ight so-"
He was cut off by a waitress approached us and asked us for our drinks and if we were ready to order
we went ahead and order and i got a kids meal and Sonny got strawberry pancakes and grits some other stuff and the waitress walked off to get our drinks
"So what were you about to say"
"Oh yeah I was about to ask how you knew Polo"
"Oh me and Polo go way back let's just say he got bullied and I was really the only one to have his back"
"Awh that's nice of you"
"Some like that"
"So you still single I see"
"Yep"
"Trying to change that"
"Not at the moment to much going on and I need everything to settle in and I don't think it's appropriate to date my Bestfriends Brother"
"Well she said it was fine and she also think we would look good together"
"I don't know I'm kinda tired of jumping to different relationships every time one don't work plus it makes my image look bad"
"Why you care about what people think so much"
"Umm I think we should go it getting kinda late"
"So we just gonna ignore question"
"Can we go Aryah probably looking for me"
"Fine let's go then"
He paid the bill and we went back to the party we didn't go back in we just picked up the people that rode with us and left and headed back home
IT TAKE ME YEARS TO WRITE ONE UPDATE IM SO SORRY I NEED TO GET BACK ON MY STUFF🤦🏾♀️
