That morning :
I woke up with Aryah all up on me I move over and grabbed my phone to see I had a long as paragraph from podie
Podie😽: I'm sorry for acting a fool yesterday I'm just protective of you and I love you if I haven't told you that I just want the best for you but sorry if I rubbed you the wrong way or embarrassed you I'm not a bad dude I think it's time for me to tell you the real reason why I did it I wasn't going to tell you cause I was trying to keep you from looking at your brother and ex boyfriend different meet me at the galleria at 3:00 don't bring nobody
I was so confused on what he was talking about he was trying not to make me look at my brother different
I was really protective over him and I didn't like that
I put my phone down and went to look for something to wear
I found a givanchy sweatshirt dress and the letters was in rainbow and some plain black vans
I had recently got a sew in so I took the time since it was only 12:00 to curl my hair
I did my eyebrows put on some lipgloss and called a Uber
I was at Aryah house and had no ride so that was my only choice
the Uber came and I got in and we pulled off we got to the galleria and like always I was late it was 3:35
I went to the food court and got a Carmel frappe from McDonald's and a large fry I texted podie to see where he was at and he texted back look behind you I laugh at the sight of him
I got my food and sat down I was ready to hear the reason for this strong hate of my brother and twin
I looked at him waiting for him to start talking
He just sat there looking at his phone and I got tired of it
"Why you tell me to come here if you wasn't going to talk"
"Oh my fault babygirl so umm you ready to know "
"Nah duh"
He started explaining how my brother and twin was in a gang it was hard for me to believe that
I asked which gang he sat there quiet and finally told me the bloods I was so shocked I thought he was going to say something they made up or some
I just sat confused he then said he was also in a gang I asked was he in the same gang he literally yelled "hell nah"
I was confused so which gang are you in I'm apart of the crips well that explains why he wears so much blue and why they were always wearing red
I just thought it was like a favorite color or something
I started to wonder if he knew my father cause he was also apart of the crips
I told him my fathers name Dre and he looked at me with a look I had never seen he like really ignored my whole question and began talking again
he told me that twin had once stole some money from them and how they were supposed to kill him but my father told them not to worry he would handle it
he never did it I asked why he told me that he was outside the house one day they were planning on doing a drive by and he seen me get out of the car so they withdrew
then he went back to do it but they had there baby cousin around
he went on his page to see when he would be alone but he seen a picture of you and him together and you were in his bio and he couldn't kill his baby girls boyfriend
I got teary eyed I thought my dad didn't give a fuck about how I felt
but I guess he did he continued and that's the reason why him and twinn didn't get along but he still didn't tell me what that had to do with my brother
he told me he wasn't going to tell me he was protecting me but from what
I had so many questions I got up and threw my trash away and we got on the escalator
he was about to take me shopping now that explains where he be getting all this money from
I went into rue 21 cause that was really where I got my clothes from
I saw this cute baseball jersey I got it and we went to the men's section and saw the same one I got one for podie also but in a different color I then seen this real cute red cropped shirt
I picked it up and looked at podie he gave me the side eye and turned around I put it back and got a black one
I got a few more fits and we went to the vans department
I saw some really cute vans they had a 90's vibe to it I got those and we left the mall
his brother dropped me off at home and I went to my room
I had got my cousins a few outfits cause they didn't have much they were living with my grandma and their mom was stranded out on drugs and didn't buy them nothing I was more a mom to them
I bath them cooked for them cleaned after them it was like I was a mother
I surprised them with their things and my they gave me a big hug
I went back in my grandma room and gave her the things I had got her and she smiled
I tried to take care of my Granma cause she had just lost the love of her life and he took care of her I put my things up and took a nice bath
