I woke up finally to my phone going off the walls so I reached over Podie and got my phone answering the call
"Hello"
"Where are you,you got people worried sick about you"
"Why I'm fine"
"You still with Podie"
"Yeah"
"Why I'm convinced you dick whipped after all that shit you talk like you wasn't going back"
"Aryah we not back together we had to do something work related last night and we were both tired so we both agreed I would stay the night over here"
"So explain the Instagram post"
"He must of took it when I fell asleep last night I just saw it this morning"
"Thank god I thought i had lost ya"
"Never that but I'll be back whenever he wakes up"
"Ight don't do nothing stupid"
I hung up the phone how the hell was I gonna tell her I kinda wanna stay here
I sound stupid as fuck right now maybe if I just leave I'll change my mind
with that being sad I called Aryah to come get me so I could leave as soon as possible because Podie wasn't waking up
not even 15 minutes later she pulled up and I left
"You know you got sonny depressed right"
"How"
"That boy catch feelings quick you need to talk to him explain everything don't leave nothing out"
"Nothing"
"Yep and stop lying to me a Kay'mani I know y'all had sex last night"
"No we didn't I swear we got to his place I changed clothes and was sleep right after that"
"I just find it hard to believe you went to your ex house late at night and mean to tell me you got not no dick"
"Can we talk about something else"
I was getting uncomfortable now because I kinda wanna go back so I can't be talking shit about him then go back and have her lost
I wanna tell her because she's my Bestfriend but some things need to be kept secret until things settle
we pulled up to the house and we both got out the car
I decided to talk to sonny because he's really sensitive and I don't want nobody getting hurt in all of this
plus sonny isn't that bad of a person I walked on the sit and went upstairs and out my stuff down
"Is he here"
"Yeah I believe just go knock on his door"
"Okay"
I walked down to the last door in the hall and knocked
"Come in"
I walked in and he was facing the opposite direction towards the wall
I sat on the edge of his bed next to the desk he was sitting at
"Sonny can we talk"
"About?"
"Life it don't matter let's vent to each other or something"
I didn't know how to start this conversation and that was the best I had
"Ight you go first Kaycia hows life been to you since last night"
"To be honest I feel stupid I feel like I let the team down confused just a whole lotta emotions bust mostly confused"
"Why you so confused Kay'mani?"
"Now I feel like you trynna be funny"
"Ight imma chill but what's really going on"
I just miss being in a relationship and as dumb as it sound I don't want to be alone no more"
"You got me why is it so hard for you to see that"
"Sonny you ever felt like you was moving to fast with relationship to the point that you don't wanna start any new relationship because you feel dirty and just wanna settle down"
"Nah never felt that before explain some more"
"What I'm saying is I don't want to start any new relationships and it's to the point where I would just go back to one of my exes"
"So you don't fuck wimme for real"
"I wanted to but I don't know"
It got real quiet and tense in the room and I didn't just wanna sit around so I got up and left without a word
"You talked to him"
"Yeah"
"How did it go"
It was going good but then it got Horrible and awkward"
"Ughh what was said"
"I just told him I don't want no new relationship and I would rather go back to one of my exes then keep starting over"
"Really you was better off not talking to him"
"What was I supposed to say"
"I don't know shit"
"Exactly"
I got my self together and took a long nice shower and changed into some pajamas it was still early but Aryah was about to take a nap so I decided to take one too
