I had got home and been texting twin since then
he was so cool and funny he asked if he could FaceTime time and I said yeah and instantly got a call
I picked up immediately probably seeming desperate but I didn't care we was talking all night and I did not want to hang up the phone he just brought me so much comfort but I eventually had to hang up because my grandma was being extremely petty today
"Get of the phone with them damn boys that's like the fifth boy you done talked to today"
I hurried up and said imma call you back knowing I wasn't
he texted me asking if that was true which it was not
Twinn😑💙: Is that true?
Shorty🥵🥰: No I haven't talked to a boy since my ex which was back in March my grandma just being petty
Twinn 😑💙: Oh don't be lying to me I'm trying to wife you fr
I sent back the blushing emoji
I liked him a lot but I was so scared to catch feelings for another dude it's like I fall in love then boom they leave me or hurt me never fails me so I try to be distant and not catch feelings but it was so hard for real
I put my phone on the charger and went to take a bath
NEXT DAY:
I woke up with a killing headache which was not new
I stayed getting headaches I was use to it so I got a bottle of water and downed that in bout 2 minutes
I gotta phone call I was wondering who the hell could be calling me so damn early
I looked at my phone and my face lit up
Incoming Call From
Twinn😑💙
I answered and said hello he was smiling big as hell in the camera
I asked what he want and he asked what I was wearing to school I told him some blue jeans ripped pants and a black red and white wind breaker he said okay and hung up
I was wondering why the fuck he wanted to know that but I didn't think much about I put my clothes on and grabbed my books and sat on the porch outside until 6:55 to walk to the bus stop the time strike 6:55 and I got up lazy because I was so tired and my head was pounding
when I got to the bus stop my brother had meet me half way and I explain to him how bad my head was hurting
he held me at the bus stop with his arms around me like I was child and we stayed like that until the bus came
I got on the bus and it was like it got worse because the kids wanted to be extra loud today
I didn't even notice I was crying until Ant asked what was I crying for
my head had never hurt this much he told me to lay down which I did not even think about what people might say about me doing this but hey I was just trying to go back to sleep
I woke back up when we got to the school
I walked in the gym and laid back down but this time not on Ant just the bleachers
the boy basketball players walked out of the boys locker room laughing and looking at me but I didn't give a damn I was tired so I closed my eyes back shut
I could feel people sitting around me and I knew my brother was in front of me so I wasn't worried about nobody doing nun to me
but I just wanted to see who else it was so I sat up and looked around and one person caught my eyes twin
he looked so cute or whatever he looked and seen that I had woke up and reached out for a hug
I hugged him back and girls immediately looked at me for what I don't know seemed like they was always staring and whispering when I came around but it didn't concern me nobody was saying nothing out the way to me
we got called to the lunch room but I didn't wanna go in their because it was to loud so I went ahead upstairs to my home room
I fell asleep again until people started coming in then all of the sudden the room got quiet
I was wondering why so I looked up and people was looking at me and one girl that had just walked in the room and she was looking at me like we had a problem
so I started to mug her she came closer and asked if I was talking to her man I was so damn confused so I asked the hoe who her mans was
"Twin don't play dumb"
"You ain't have to come to me like that he talk to me if we being honest"
"Wym you the one texting him"
"First off check yo man cause he the one cheating on you he asked for my number and called me pretty and hugged me I didn't ask him to do all that stuff"
"Well you can have him he for everybody anyway "
I was trying to be smart so I made a funny remark
"I would cheat to if I had to look at you everyday "
The whole class started laughing and jumping around
you know black folks when they laughing she turned around and didn't say shit so I mugged her and she walk her ugly ass right up out that class
I really didn't give not one fuck she did not put fear in me not one bit and she was no competition whatsoever
she didn't know how to dress and her leave out was nappy asf
I didn't see what he liked in the hoe probably because she had a fat ass but that was all
looked like she could have played a role in monsters inc no lie
