It was now 6th period and we only had one period left and all I could think about is why tf he ain't tell me he had a girlfriend
now he got people looking at me like I'm freaked out when really he was the one gassing me up
i was just sick of this shit like I said I get attached and a nigga always got to break my heart
I had caught feelings for him instantly I hate that I get attached so quick
I decided I would cut all ties with him before anything got worse cause Ian got time to be fighting these bubble head bitches at this school
so I blocked him all social media and I blocked his number I tried not to pass him in the hall or talk to him
I didn't want nothing to with him he began to notice that I was being distant and tried to talk to me
but I wasn't going for it at all so I walked around him but didn't get far he then pulled me by the back of my pants and whispered in my ear "don't make me cause a scene "
I didn't want nobody all in our business so I listen to whatever lie he was about to tell
everything he said came in one ear and went out the other
he was saying how he really like me and I need to unblock him but I wasn't going for it so I said yeah just to get him off my back knowing I wasn't even listening
cause that's how my ex got me back every time I let him feed me lies and I was not going for it
I got in my last period of the day and everyone that I fucked with started to notice I wasn't my self
I'm always smiling and being goofy but today I looked sad and didn't wanna be bothered
I took my last period with all the friends I had made Ant,Red, Destiny,and Aryah I had hooked Aryah up with Red and they had started talking
so they was booed up then I just started overthinking and begin to cry
I tried to stop but I couldn't I put my head on the desk with my arms around my head and balled my eyes out trying not to make any noise
it was like everything my ex did I gotta flashback of and it made me cry even harder I hated this so much
I felt Ant Tap me bout I ignored and tried to wipe my tears in my sleeve without nobody noticing it
which I succeeded with I sat up like nothing had happened but of course my brother knew I was crying cause my eyes were a hint of red but nobody else noticed
I asked if I could go to the bathroom she gave me a pass and I left but as soon as I stepped foot in the hall I saw twin
this boy never went to class he was always in the hallway
I tried to sneak and run to the girls bathroom cause once I'm in their he can't come in
I stood in the door seal until the teacher told me to go or she was going to get the pass back
I guess he heard that and he looked up and we made direct eye contact
I walked to the bathroom thinking he wouldn't try to talk to me but I was wrong
I almost got to the bathroom when he called my name I tried to run in the bathroom but he grabbed me and put me over his shoulder I wanted to scream but we would both get suspended for skipping so I started beating him in his back
he took me to the stair case and said we needed to talk
I didn't agree so I tried to run off but he was way faster than me so he grabbed my arm really hard pretty sure it was going to leave a bruise
I fell down the two steps I had managed to get up he started laughing and I found nothing funny so I mean mugged him
he helped me up I was not trying to talk to this boy but I sat at the bottom step and listened to what he had to say
"Kay'mani I'm sorry I had you looking dumb I should have told you I had a girlfriend but I don't want her no more I want you I see something in you I don't see in no other girl you special "
I started blushing he almost got me but I wasn't letting up
even tho I wanted him so bad but I don't want to look stupid
I got up and tried to walk off cause if I was to keep listening to the lies I would fall for it
but he grabbed me by the back of the neck and told me to stop fucking playing with him
he got me with that one cause I was froze and starring in his eyes he was way taller than me so I was not about to try to fight this dude cause he was going to rock my shit
he leaned in for a kiss and peaked my lips I was so stunned
I just stood there I had just kissed somebody I only knew for two days
I didn't know what to do or say neither did he I ran up the stairs and went back to class before this ersala looking hoe called the office
I was so shocked I had to tell somebody so of course I told my brother
when I told him his nose flared up and he looked mad he was shaking his leg
I didn't know what his problem was so I asked he said it was nothing but I knew it was I just didn't know what
