DanganRonpa Zodiacs

Where I've been

Hey... It's been a while hasn't it? Holy crap. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry for everything. You all mean the world to me and I just disappeared. Let me tell you what happened.

My laptop charger broke so I couldn't update, and I had no storage on my phone to download the app so I was stuck logging in online and only being able to do status updates. Recently, I got a new phone and I've downloaded the apps so I can update again! I sincerely apologize for not updating enough though.

But in the time I've been gone... About 6 months... I've fallen into a dark stage of depression and I've basically given up on a lot of stuff. I hate my looks, I hate my weight, I hate my personality, I just hate myself. The only way I've been able to block it out was listening to kpop, and that's helped me so much. I have talked to my friends but its gotten to the point where I don't believe them anymore, I feel like all my friends hate me and are forcing themselves to put up with me. It's just been hard and there's been nights where I've just cried and called myself useless, ugly, fat, selfish, attention seeker and all that crap. It's not been good and I don't see a path to recovering in my eyes. But what is making me happy is being able to update for all of you.

Thank you all so, so much for not giving up on me... Thank you for being there when I've left in the dark. I'm now at 462 followers... I'm utterly speechless and I want to thank you all so much because last time I was online it was around 449 or something, this means so much. And the support on this book... I'm now at 198k reads and I'm so, so grateful for each and every one of you that have dedicated themselves to reading this book that I started so long ago and have been able to come back and be loyal to this book. We've come far and I honestly can't thank you enough that I'm tearing up. You all mean so much to me, I appreciate all of you, if I ever met you in person I would hug you all so much. You are the light in my darkness and it's feels great to be back online as I missed updating for all of you. It will be harder on phone but I can manage. ❤️❤️❤️

Thank you for not giving up on me and I promise to come back stronger than before, I love all of you so much and I wouldn't be here today if it weren't for your guys' support. I love you and keep yourselves healthy ❤️

~Milky