The Woman Dividing |GagaxCooper

It's a Train Wreck (keep moving)

Stefani

I put on my clothes wanting to get out of this prison jumpsuit. A sort of emotion washed over me and the next thing I knew was that I was sobbing on the floor in the middle of the train car.

"Darling what's wrong" Cindy walked up and put a reassuring hand on my shoulder

"I've fucked up" the sobs got harder

"Please sit down and explain"

Cindy gave out a hand to help me up and bring me towards the couch. When we both sat down I instantly spilled everything that has happened in the last five months while Bradley "disappeared".

It all started the day Bradley went back home after stopping by my house.

Flashback...

I went upstairs to look for my dogs since they magically disappeared when Bradley came over. When I couldn't find them I checked my room since that's where they go even though it's off limits. All three of them were laying on my bed sound asleep, thank god. I didn't have the heart to push them off and put them in their doggy room so I decided to leave them be. A pink note caught my eye that was misplaced. The paper looked familiar so I picked it up to move it back to my bathroom. That's when writing caught my eye

Flashback on hold...

"What did the note say?" Cindy questioned

"Just That Bradley thought our friendship should end for the sake of our personal lives" a year slipped my eye

"I'm sorry, honey" she put a hand over mine that was resting on my leg

"It's okay. I think the reason it got to me was that I had recently gone through a split due to the fact of me feeling things, but he didn't bother to do the same-" I stopped realizing what I had just said

"That was a fucked up thing for me to say" my eyes let out more tears "I don't want him to split his family apart for me"

"Aww honey, it's okay.. you're in love" she pulled me into a hug

"I'm can't, I'm not, that's not it" I cried harder "I can't be" a whisper rolled out

As we were hugging another flashback occurred the day after reading the note:

Flashback 2...

I woke up with puffy eyes the next morning. I told myself over and over again that Bradley and I were JUST FRIENDS, that nothing was going on romantically. Now that I knew that he used to feel something it made me wish that I'd said something sooner. Said anything at all really.

The following days after that I got numerous text messages and calls from family and friends since they haven't seen any paparazzi photos leaked or activity online. I was in the state of mind as if I lost someone for good.

The one day I turn on my living room television and watch the news there was a photo of Bradley Cooper, Irina, and their new baby (Of course the baby's face was blurred).

"What," I said louder than necessary

All three of my dog's ears perked up at the sudden sound.