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NEW MESSAGE TO... nate mate
madison hi uh. i don't even know why i'm writing this. just something to get my feelings out i suppose? it's just crazy because it's been almost a year without you. i just want you to come through the door and joke. i miss you so much it's crazy. we all do. i went to visit your son! levon! he's the cutest thing i've ever seen, and i wish you were there to grow up with him. oh, and! i'm engaged. i know.. CRAZY. me and chris have already decided we wanted to make you an honorary groom of honor for me. i think you wold be so proud of me. i wish you would've sang at my wedding too. that would've been beautiful. we haven't picked an exact date. but i'm thinking summer! we're all going to boston and i think me and chris are going to france. this year was the hardest in my life. i thought losing zak and chris was awful, but losing you hit home. i just hope you're proud of me. i love you buddy.
