Chapter 13

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by hahaoopsies_

by hahaoopsies_

You and Rouxls went back to his room and chatted on his bed, you leaned your head on his shoulder and sighed. "Thanks Rouxls, you are the best." You mumbled softly. "But, I'm going for a walk, okay?" Rouxls looked up and you and cocked his eyebrow. "Is thou sure?" He asked. "Of course I am, goodnight Kaard." You said before walking out the room.

You walked until you entered the throne room, you slumped against a wall and slid until you hit the cold marble floor. You knew you had to act okay in front of Rouxls but you just couldn't take it, you burst into tears. Your shoulders shook like a leaf in the wind and your tears flooded your face. You covered your face with your hands, you felt so horrible, like you hurt your King. You didn't care if someone saw you like this, you just wanted to be okay. You tried to wipe your tears but it was useless, you just kept on crying. You bring your knees to your chest and hid your face.

Every thing felt so cold.

So bare.

So h u r t.

After all, you d o have a broken s o u l.

It was your fault that you hurt h i m.

...At least you thought so.

You heard footsteps coming towards you, but you didn't move, or care you just kept on crying. "Y/N..." A familiar voice called out your name. You lifted up your head, and wiped your tear covered face, then looking at the King. "W-what do you*hic* want?" You sobbed softly in an irritated tone. Then you noticed the dark blue tears that slid down his face, you looked away with shame. "...I'm sorry...there isn't a point of talking, all I'm going to do is hurt you." You sniffled, wiping the tears off of your face. You hid your face in your hands and knee's again and began uncontrollably sobbing again. The King could feel the sadness radiating off of your body, he had never seen you like this, so broke. He wiped the few tears off of his own face before kneeling down to your level, he sat in front of you. You felt his hands caress your hair before lifting your head up. Your rosy tearstained cheeks glowed in the darkness of the room, and your tears glistened as they ran down your face. Your e/c orbs darted to the floor with embarrassment. He cupped the side of your face with his thick hand. "Y/N...Please look at me." He said softly, trying to ease you. You looked at him with bloodshot eyes, tears still flowing from them. He wiped your tears from your cheeks and smiled softly. "Y/N, I'm so sorry...I-I didn't mean it, I was so caught up in the moment, I just...I'm sorry, I don't need forgiveness I just wanted-" "Its okay...can we just go to bed" You cut him off, you didn't feel like listening to pity apologies. "Are you sure?" He asked, concerned. You nodded and got up, then intertwining fingers with him. "Your hands are so cold dear." He commented. "Weird." You commented

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You laid in bed next to the King, he was asleep but you weren't, you laid on the opposite side of the bed, not even facing the same way he was. The room was pitch black but you could still see your ring on the table, glistening a bit. You felt so horrible, why did you have to be so sensitive? You felt a few hot tears slide down your cheek, filled with insane regret. A few tears became many tears, which became a silent sob. You tried to stop crying but it was no use, this wasn't you, you weren't a crybaby, where'd this shit come from? Although you hated it you cried like hell, it felt like hell too.

By your surprise, you felt a arm pull you close...he pulled you close. You froze and wiped away your tears. "You thought I was asleep?" He asked softly in a whisper. "...Y-yeah." You replied shakily. He chuckled softly and caressed your cheek. "You don't have to be upset, I'm here for you." He said calmly. You turned around and hugged him tightly, still crying. He wrapped his arms around you, holding you tightly. "I'm so sorry." You sobbed softly. "Sorry? For what? There is no reason to be sorry, every couple gets into a little fight every once and awhile, but that doesn't mean that they don't love each other. Don't be sorry for something that is normal, my lightener." He told you. You chuckled softly and wiped your tears. "I love you." You said. "Love you 3000." (Anyone else know? lol we keep it a secret xD)