just random thoughts

jeongguk = baby boy

dont mind the namkook, they are in love.

Next.

Jeongguk is simply but just a baby boy.
He would give joonie everything, only with one simple ask.

The way he will be running if someone needed something.

The way he be giving himself to them whenever someone needs someone.

The way i can imagine him mewling(?) cuz he's so sensitive.

The way he would do anything to please someone.

The way he would arch so beautifully for his lover, giving it his all.

The way everyone is cooing with a simple glance of him.

The way he be shining/glowing differently when he made his hyungs happy.

The way he dresses, all baggy and large on his firm and strong and yet soft and delicate body.

The way his hair falls on his eyes, very soft and voluminous.

The way he curls his hands, making them all pretty.

He would so so good and so so pretty with nail polish. I high-key want to paint them in a soft blue colour.

The way he blushes when he's happy, overjoyed and radiating in all directions.

It's the way the tiniest and simplest things can light him up, the sun is in no comparison to that.

It be the way he's trying to make us and his hyungs happy.

The way he's the very goodest boy, so much pressure at such young age and yet he remains on his feet, if not flying with his wings next to us and his whole family.

It's the way he moves, every step and every moment swirling like sand in a desert.

His voice, all sweet and light, all high and breathy, all deep and growling. He has many sides and many talents.

He's not afraid to try something new, always up for a challenge.

Childish and yet perfect for him. He can have fun and make people around him too.

Everyone has their childish side, no matter the age nor the fact of how 'mature' someone is.

It's all fun and being happy and trolling around, making jokes and simply have fun. Make a melody of all the giggles and laughs, all the screams and breaths.

Create a song from the movements up to the voices, down to the touches and back to the smiling faces. Crying is in there too somewhere and yet it's all pretty cuz in the end there will always be one smile after.

Acting strong is good, it's fine.
It gives you control over yourself if needed.
It makes you seem composed.
You seem free of all the struggles for a moment.

Now putting the mask away, putting out your real feelings is the difficulty.

Who would love this side of me?
Is there even ONE thing good about me?
Why would someone bother?

If you have a close friend, they most likely will.
If there's a person with heart, they will without doubt.
Close family? definitely.
A stranger with open ears? absolutely.

Having a hand to grab onto, a shoulder to cry onto, a body to hide onto, the warmth to absorb, the encouraging words and gestures.

Jeongguk has them and I'm really glad.

Everyone needs one, even if you say you don't.

Starting from the very bottom, as a very young and frightening child.