I'm tired.
exhausted.
spend.
the urge to close my eyes,
the urge to drop down,
the urge to cut everything off,
the urge to let myself free,
the urge to make the world pause for a second.
it's not everyone's fault but my own.
it always is.
im trying.
is it enough?
i think there can be done more.
what? i don't know.
im lost.
trying to find a way in a maze,
roads leading me into more complicated twists.
should i even try?
what purpose will it do?
no one seems to care.
no one seems to sense.
no one seems to look out.
it doesn't need any forcing.
its all natural.
is it?
is it really genuine?
am i making this all up?
just to make myself feel slightly better?
im sad.
disappointed.
hurt.
alone, yet surrounded by people.
what is my reason?
why?
all negetive.
all judge focused on myself.
no way on letting me go.
letting me free.
free from its clutches.
this whole thing is like a circle.
you think you find the end,
the end leads to another one.
you go in rounds.
already lost your original path.
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just random thoughts
Random• just some thinking, wondering, prompts etc. • it could get a little dark but don't worry, it's just something i need to get out. • here will be lots of different topics and each one is different from the other, obviously. • this helps me ease my m...
