spent as a hamster
stuck in a wheel
waiting for justice
that's far from real
each head of hydra
grows two more
cruel love's not pleased
all a sick joke
might as well
give myself to what is random
unleash my claws
on pure abandon
defeat of striving
and ambition
stop crossing days
until completion
squeeze love
from loneliness and hurt
not first time
that i walk this road
though by the life
of my sweet mother
this is the last time
that i suffer
