this story is based off of a friend of mine i won't at her she just asked me to make this for her
i stood in the mirror for the 25th time this week
yes i do count the number of time i stand in the mirror
no it isn't because i am conceded about myself
its because its the abuse
im talking physical
the black and blue and purple eyes and bruises all up my arms thighs and back
im talking mental
the name calling the , judgement of my body , my skin , me watching u do drugs waisting ur life
the threats of leaving me for a downgrade
the emotional abuse
the name calling , judgement of my body , my skin , me watching u do drugs waisting ur life the anxiety attacks , the bringing whoever i want in the house
again his favor colors black blue and purple
it hurts know that u beat ur two children out of me and the third one was so premature i had to wait 6 months until she was healthy enough for her twin brothers to hold her
its hurts to know u burned up my shit because u said the twins didn't look like u
it hurts to know i was accused of everything u did behind my back
it didn't hurt anymore when i gave my life to GOD
it didn't hurt when i got a new place
it didn't hurt when i got free brand new furniture
it didn't hurt when i got a new 2017 car
it didn't hurt to see my sons wake up and say mommy you and sissy are beautiful and special
it didn't hurt when i say the twins get older and protect they sister and show me that im special
it didn't hurt when my twins asked to be baptized
it didn't hurt when the man of my dreams walk in
it didn't hurt when he asked me and the kids to marry him
it didn't hurt when the kids asked him to adopt them
it didn't hurt to yes i am going to get up yes
it doesn't hurt to say no more
it doesnt hurt to say im gonna take a stand to influence others
it doesnt hurt to say i belong i matter to someone it may not be the person i think i want it to be but its where GOD needs me to be
his colors are no longer purple blue and black they are black white and orange
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