lovers •r.t.•

part 6

chapter song:Losers by Chosen Jacobs.
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AYLA'S POV.
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by now we were had pulled into the apartment Beverly lived in and everyone was waiting for her to come out.

"Ayla?" i heard a soft voice ask.

i looked up to see Beverly standing at the top of the steps.

"hi Beverly." i smiled.

"didn't expect to see you here." she laughed, walking down the steps.

i laughed a little bit before they all began to walk inside.

"wait wait wait, what if her dad comes back?" Richie asked.

"do what you always do! start talking!" Stan said before running after them.

"it is a gift..."

i laughed at their bickering before sitting on the steps.

Richie dropped his bike and sat down next to me, "soo.."

"soooo..." i said, mocking him.

"eh, how's life?" he asked, squinting at the sun that was shining in his face.

"pretty sucky. you?"

"same here." he laughed.

"when does your dad come back?"

"oh..two days from now. he was supposed to be gone for two weeks but like they didn't need him so he comes home early." i said, rolling my eyes.

"you can always stay with me. you know that right?" he said, laying his hand on top of mine.

i smiled and nodded before laying my head on his shoulder.

after a bit i must've fell asleep because i was woken up by Eddie gagging and then completely going silent.

i quickly jumped up and turned around to see him staring at us.

"oh."  was all he said.

"oh?" Richie and i both asked.

"oh.." he sighed.

yeh, i felt bad because i know Eddie had mega feelings for me and he knew i knew but Richie and i hadn't talked in three years so i guess immediately running back to Richie hurt him the most.

"Eddie i-" i said, getting closer to him.

"no no..i get it. you like Richie." he said smiling a little.

"what?! i never even said that!" i said laughing.

i looked over at Richie who seemed hurt at when i had just said.

fuck..i swear on my whole entire life if i just ruined both Richie and i's and Eddie and i's relationships i'm going to literally kill myself.

i sighed before just simply walking away, knowing i had probably fucked up becoming a "Loser" again.

"wait Ayla!" Richie yelled, making me turn around.

"don't go again..please..."

again?

what does he mean "again"? he's the one that left me.

i sighed before walking back up to them and wrapping my arms around him.

"idiots, this isn't a two person hug. everyone get in here." i laughed, in his shoulder as everyone joined in.

"i love you, losers." i smiled.