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a little happier -chapter 5

wow its been forever since the last chapter im just really lazy ill try to do more chapters but no promises

warning abuse and self harm

kirishimas pov

after looking around this unfamiliar room I try and remember what happened before I fell asleep 

me mina sero and and denki are friends now I smile to my self as I get up as I was about to open the door there was an amazing smell of pancakes I quickly open the door and go down stairs and follow the smell of pancakes, as I enter the kitchen I see bakugo he looks... clam I smile and lean on the door frame he looks so peaceful I watch as he puts the last pancake on a plate then turns to the door I quickly stand up and pretend  I wasn't just staring at bakugo he jumps back a bit obviously not expecting me to be standing there he then hands me a plate and walks up stairs so I follow him. 

time skip to the middle of them eating

I tap bakugo on the leg since we are facing each other on his bed and sign  "this is really good" and he rsponds with smile and a nod after eating in a peaceful silence bakugo finished his pancakes and just awkwardly stars at me I look up and see he wants to ask me something so I sign to him "what's up"  he snaps out of his thoughts and signs  "can I have your phone number" "yeah sure" I respond he then gets his phone and gives it to me and I give him my phone after that he give me back my phone and I give him his I then look at my phone and realise what time it is "shit" I say out loud before bakugo can ask me what's wrong worry visible in his face I grab my bag and run out of the house as fast as I could just mumbling "shit" under my breath ill have the thank bakugo later it was Saturday so mom might be out getting drunk she sometimes goes out to avoid dad she pretends not to know what's going on but I know she knows I find myself standing in front of the door I take a deep breath and enter hopping mom was home I open the door... she wasn't home it was dark as always a dark shadow appeared from the kitchen "where have you been" the voice spoke he seemed calm to calm I manage to whisper an apology "SORRY, YOUR SO USELESS I RAZED A MAN NOT A BITCH" there he is I thought to my self to be honest I'm ready I don't know why I know ill regret this when I'm yet again crying in my room I hardened my skin as my dad started punching me "I TOLD YOU TO TELL ME WHERE THE FUCK U HAVE BEEN YOUR MOM WAS WORRIED" "well she clearly wasn't that worried if she isn't here now"  that just deserved me another over punch apparently and another and so on. 

time skip to when kirishima is in his room

the tears weren't stopping very part of my body hurts I'm nothing I cant even hold my quirk while my dad beats me I'm useless just like he said I got up from the corner of my bed and wobbled to the bathroom with my phone in my hand I went to the curbed and got the razer blade I didn't even know what I was doing until pain shot up my arm but I didn't stop until the door started to move violently, luckily I locked it I quickly banged my arms and washed up and left the bathroom running past my dad before he could see my red puffy eyes I go to my bed and cry till I fall asleep it was about 4:00am when I managed to get to sleep.

the morning came and everything hurt I'm so glad its Sunday I manage to get my phone and see a new group chat named the bakusquad 

you were added you to the group   

bakugo: why im I here 

denki: becoz ur are friend 

mina: yep and as friends you are all invited to my house x

bakugo: no

sero: come on what if kirishima comes will u go then

bakugo: ill ask ok but if not im not going 

mina: ok x

bakugo texting just kirishima

bakugo: yo shityhair can u go raccooneyes house

I have to think of an excuse to not go as much as I want to I just cant after thinking for a while I thought of the perfect excuse 

kirishima: I cant no I have to look after my dog also shityhair really

bakugo: your dog? you said you not aloud a dog also yes shityhair because your hair is shity 

well shit im going to have to go now I cant make up another excuse 

kirishima: you got me ha ok ill go im just nerves you know and my hair isn't that shit 

bakugo: yeah well i guess ill see u there your hair is really shit when its up so leave it down

kirishima: yeah yeah ok see u later

back to goup chat 

kirishima: alright I'm coming 

denki: so bakubro is comein 2

bakugo: yeah and don't call me that

danki: wat bakubro why 

bakugo its stupid, mina whats your address so I know where the fuck I'm going

mina: ok its gfhd (just imagine it says something) x

bakugo; thanks

I giggle before trying to get up I finally manage to get out of bed and get changed into a red long sleeved t-shirt and my black work out pants (idk what they are called lol) and my shoes and slowly head down stairs I notice my dad on the couch I "tch" to my self sometime I'm sacred of him other times I'm just angry

I head to minas house as I'm looking on my phone and I suddenly bump into someone I go to apologies when  I realise its bakugo so i apologies in sign he just nod he then looks at my face and I'm just confused until I realise he was staring at my black eye I suddenly memories flood my brain and I burst into tears I can't help sometimes, backugo try's to speak to me since my eyes are closed he also puts his hands on my shoulders when he realised that isn't working he hugs me like he did at the park rubbing circles into my back I just lean it to the hug.

please read 

there, ill try doing the next soon also sorry this was probably bad and probably didn't make much sense the first 2-3 chapters or so a friend helped but they are not my friend any more so I I'm writing them by my self and I'm crap at spelling and its 3:00am right now as I'm writing this 

thank you @buddfamily for suggesting this many months ago