chapter thirteen

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See I can't wake up I'm living a nightmare
That keeps playing over again

jaehyun started to sing. we're currently performing our song sa mismong event itself, so this is the moment of truth, i guess. i watched him emerge from the other side of the stage as i waited for my cue, showing himself to the fans who started screaming like crazy.

Locked in a room so hung up on you
And you're cool with just being friends

Left on the sidelines
Stuck at a red light
Waiting for my time
And I can't see

from there, he flashed me a smile, looking back to my corner. i giddily smiled at him back. napansin kong fini-film ako ng isang camera so i waved at it and made a finger heart.

Why don't you love me?
Touch me, tell me I'm your everything
The air you breathe
And why don't you love me baby?
Open up your heart tonight
'cause I could be all that you need
Ohhhhhhh
Why don't you love me?
Why don't you love me?

okay, this is it. i'm about to come out.

See I'm just too scared to tell you the truth
Cause my heart ache can't take anymore

i came out of my corner, singing, going to jaehyun's direction. narinig ko naman ang sigawan ng mga fans kaya kinawayan ko rin sila, eventually, nakarating na rin ako kay jaehyun. we faced each other at the same time and i continued singing.

Broken and bruised longing for you
And I don't know what I'm waiting for

pareho kaming humiwalay ni jaehyun sa isa't isa. naglakad ako patungo sa isang edge ng stage habang siya naman ay sa ibang parte, the other half of the stage, the same half kung saan pumasok siya kani-kanina lang.

Left on the sidelines
Stuck at a red light
Waiting for my time
So just tell me

Why don't you love me?
Touch me, tell me I'm your everything
The air you breathe

nagsimula kaming maglakad ni jaehyun papunta sa harap. ang stage kasi para sa event na ito ay I, or dalawang T na napag-connect. so currently, we're walking the long part of the stage, papunta sa isa pang dulo ng stage. i continued singing while we were walking.

And why don't you love me baby?
Open up your heart tonight
'cause I could be all that you need
Ohhhhhhh

fortunately, jaehyun and i successfully reached the other end of the stage right on time. 

Why don't you give me a reason? (give me a reason)

in the midst of our song, jaehyun took my hand and held it. napansin ito ng mga fans kaya nagsigawan ulit sila. ako rin sumisigaw-sigaw sa loob. kung puwede ko lang ipakita, sumigaw na sana ako, but... i have to perform.

Please tell me the truth (Please tell me the truth)
You know that I'll keep believing (I'll keep believing)
Till I'm with you

Why don't you love me?
Kiss me, I can feel your heart tonight
It's killing me so
Why don't you love me?
Touch me, tell me I'm your everything
The air you breathe
And why don't you love me baby?
Open up your heart tonight
'cause I could be all that you need
Ohhhhhhh
Why don't you love me?
Why don't you love me?

he raised the hand he was holding, with our fingers intertwined, our palms facing each other.

Why don't you love me?
Why don't you love me?
Why don't you love me?

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