~Jahsehs pov
I rolled over looking at Geneva who was sleeping so peacefully
I kissed her forehead and got up to go make some food I haven't eaten since yesterday
I didn't want to be bored or alone so I called coolie to ask him if he wanted to come over
He said "me and Rawhool will be there soon with some alcohol"
It's 12am their some alcoholics but I'm down
I'm always down to get drunk
I made steak, my favorite the only thing I ever really eat
With some waffles and I'm going to cut up some
Fruit, it doesn't really go together but fuck it
Neva came downstairs looking sleepy
"Hey babe" she says walking up behind me wrapping her arms around me
"Good morning love"
"Make some for me too?" She asks
"Yeah I already planned on it" I say turning around giving her a kiss
Everytime I kiss her I think about Stokeley
Which annoys me
"And coolies coming over with rawhool, we're probably going to drink and play video games smoke some weed"
"You spend more time with them than you do me" she says letting go of me
"Don't start Neva"
"I'm not starting Jahseh, I'm just telling the truth"
"Do you wake up and just decide to start an argument? Go back to sleep don't ruin my mood" I say walking to the fridge to get the fruit
"You only want me to go to sleep because your friends are coming over and their more important you treat me like shit you know that?" She says pouting
"Geneva I don't treat you like shit you get mad Everytime I want to spend time with my friends like you don't spend every single night in my bed what the fuck do you except me to do? Drop my friends so you can be stuck up my ass all the time?"
Coolie and rawhool walked in the kitchen
"Well this is a bad time" rawhool says awkwardly
"No it's not Geneva was just going upstairs isn't that right?" I say looking at Geneva
She rolled her eyes and stormed away
"All y'all do is argue why don't you break up with her?" Coolie asks
"I'm about to, she's getting to clingy it's annoying but I stay with her because maybe I'll love her like she loves me one day I've never really let myself love her So I don't know" I shrug
"That's because you Aren't into girls but you aren't ready for that conversation" Ool chuckles
"I am into girls rawhool don't start"
"I see the way you look at Stokeley. The way you look at him is the way Geneva looks at you, I've never seen you look at her the way you look at him but like I said you aren't ready for that conversation you're still In denial" he says taking a piece of cut fruit and eating it
"Coolie why'd you bring him?" I say jokingly
"You love me jah shut up" rawhool smiles at me
I just noticed how big his mouth is, shits almost bigger than his face
"Boy you bout ugly as a bitch" I laugh
"Ahhh don't start jah you know I'm sexy yah momma like me yah auntie love me and yah grandma want me" he says playfully
"Coolie get your mans"
Stokeley walked in the kitchen
When the hell did he get here
"Oh yeah we brought him but he didn't want to come in right away" coolie says awkwardly
Yeah of course
"Hey Stokeley" I say turning back around
I forgot I wasn't finished making my steak
"Did y'all want some food?" I ask
"Nah I'm good" coolie says
"Nah" rawhool and Stokeley say at the same time
Alright then I didn't want to cook for y'all fat asses anyways
"See jah, there go that look again" Ool smirks at me
"If you don't shut the hell up ima hit you with this hot ass pan" I say staring at him angrily
"I'm just saying, the eyes don't lie"
"He's right ya know" coolie agrees
"I'm sorry what are y'all talking about?" Stokeley asks
"Um nothing Stokeley can you go grab some paper towels out of the cabinet on the left down that hallway right there?" I ask pointing to the hall
He nodded and walked away
"Rawhool just because you know more than you're supposed to doesn't mean you can tell him now shut up before I really hit you with his pan"
"Damn Jahseh chill I'm sure he already knows he isn't dumb"
I think I need new friends
Ones that I'm not attracted too
And ones that don't know me enough to know when I'm attracted to someone because
Rawhool is definitely going to be the one to irritate me with this confusing situation
