~Jahsehs Pov
Nick and I are heading to the mall. Stokeley and I agreed it'd be best to meet in a public place so we won't want to yell so much
He's right this situation is getting dragged on
it's extremely tiring and old
I'm the one dragging it on at this point. Acting like I don't want to be with him so he acts the same but we both know the truth, like he said rawhool didn't change the feelings, nick didn't, nothin will
Either we're going to agree on friends again, or argue again or get back together
Who knows which one, I hope it's the last option
"So um Melly used to hang around you guys?" Nick asks. Melly? Why is he bringing up Melly?
"how'd you know him?"
"An old friend" he shrugged
"Well your old friend put me through hell and if you bring him up again imma put you through worse"
"Well damn I was just-"
"I know you was just asking, don't bring him up again I don't care just drive"
He's Mellys old friend. He just randomly happen to bump into Stokeley at the store? He just randomly happen to know that Melly used to hang out with us?
Or maybe he did randomly see Stokeley and used it as a way to get close to everyone because he knows
Stokeley killed Melly and he has a secret agenda
Either something isn't right, or I'm over thinking
Probably over thinking it.
Does he even know Melly is dead? I mean he has to know his friend is dead.
We pulled up to the mall and called Stokeley to see where he was. He said he's in the food court he's been here for an hour already eating, which I should've known. His ass is always eating
I just got extremely nervous I don't know why
Nick hasn't said much since the conversation about Melly, weird to me but again I think I'm overthinking the situation
"Hi stokes" I smiled a little as I walked up to him and coolie, he gave me a little hug
He smells like nothing but weed, Just like he used too when we first started dating and all he did was smoke then stepped up his game and started cheating
"Me and nick are gonna uh, go that way" coolie shoved nick aside
"I know we're supposed to talk about us but nick brought up Melly and I feel weird about him now"
"What'd he say?"
"He just asked if Melly used to hang around, said he was his old friend and then I told him to stop talking about it"
"I'll kill him too if I need too" Stokeley chuckled
He shouldn't say that in a public place, he laughed but even a blind person can see he was serious
"Let's walk" he said as he grabbed my hand
"I don't really know what to say now that I'm here with you"
"Just say what's on your mind Jahseh, I won't get mad no arguing remember?"
"I don't want us to be broken up, but I don't know that you won't cheat on me" I know he's heard me say that before. But it's how I feel
He sighed and then looked over at me
"I won't, you'll just have to trust me. Take the risk"
"Yeah but risks are scary sometimes" I shrugged
"Yeah they are, but I'm not going to cheat again I've learned my lesson. Not one person on this earth is worth losing you"
"Do you like nick?" I had to ask because he did get head from him. He was drunk but it still happened
"Honestly? He's cute and if we weren't together maybe he'd be a person I could like but no I don't like him"
He could've just said no, he didn't have to tell me that nick could be a person he'd like
"So why did you go out with him? Why'd you kiss him?"
"I really don't know jah, I can't explain why I did it I just did it. I didn't not want too but I didn't exactly want too so I did it anyways"
"How do you know you won't do it again? If you did it for no reason what's stopping you from doing it again" I don't understand how you just go out with someone and kiss them with no reasoning behind it
"You, you're what's stopping me Jahseh I didn't realize how badly it'd hurt if I lost you I don't want to lose you again"
I think this is the longest conversation we've had since we broke up. We've argued a lot, but this is a real conversation
"One more chance. If you cheat again I'm done Stokeley. There won't be any fixing it"
"Deal. But I won't cheat again"
"This whole time all we did was argue, when in reality having this one normal conversation was easier than the arguing"
He laughed, stopped walking and stood Infront of me still holding my hand
"Yeah, I'm glad we got to have a normal conversation this whole situation could've been fixed sooner if we would've just talked in the beginning" he said as he leaned in and kissed my forehead
"Cheat on me again and imma beat your ass bitch" I playfully slapped his chest
"Boy you ain't beating nobody ass" he laughed
"Oh?"
I slapped his cheek and then backed away, he reached forward to grab me so I turned around and ran into some random clothes store
"Jahseh quit playing" Stokeley yelled out from the next isle. I walked around to his isle and came up behind him jumping on his back, he almost fell by he caught his balance
"Give me a piggy back ride" I held onto him tighter
"I should drop you, you play to much"
"You love meeeee now lets go find nick and coolie, make sure nick hasn't killed coolie or something"
"Why would nick kill coolie?"
I don't know because he knows Melly and you kinda killed him so he wants revenge?
Or maybe I'm just losing my damn mind, but I think I did that a long time ago
