"So there's a party tonight, wanna go with me?" Rawhool asks passing the blunt to me
I'm finally back in Orlando, and currently smoking weed with rawhool while Jordan sleeps on the bed next to me I still didn't tell him I plan on moving back because I think I'm unsure on what I want to do now I was unsure when I told Stokeley I'd stay I'm an idiot for telling him that. Now he's expecting me to move back
Kehlanis a cute baby and Stokeley's a good dad what if me going back gets in the way of that? Being with Jordan isn't complicated there's no history, I never spent the night at a hospital with him after he got shot twice. He never had to hold me after I woke up screaming all hours of the night because of melly and what he did too me. It's just me and him having sex all the time and when we aren't having sex we're getting high or drunk it's fun it's easy I have rawhool here too and I like having him around like this we never got this close before. We got here and now he's my person I go too him for everything he keeps me in check he's like my coolie now
"Who's party?"
"A guy Jordan knows, there's free alcohol so I'm definitely going" he chuckled
"If you're going so am I" One last party before I move back? Might as well It's not like I'll be able to go to any parties after I move Stokeley's never been the type to go to parties like that
"We're leaving at 8 I'm supposed to wake Jordan up in a few hours"
"He needs to get his ass up now" I rolled my eyes
"So are we going to talk about it?" Rawhool asks
"Talk about what?" I know exactly what he wants to talk about but I don't want to talk about it I'm just going to enjoy Orlando while I'm still here. Maybe I can convince Stokeley to come here instead He probably won't, I know he won't
"You and Stokeley fucking"
"how did you know that?" I haven't said not a thing about Stokeley to him Nobody knows me and him fucked except for me and him well maybe I told coolie but he doesn't count I knew he wanted to talk about Stokeley but I didn't know he knew we fucked again I guess it's not really that surprising
"Because I know you jah and I know stokes"
"I told him I'd move back there to be with him"
He laughed and shook his head "are you going too actually do it?"
"Are you going to come with me? I don't want to go without my bestfriend"
"If you're really serious and it's really what you want too do then yeah I'll move back with you"
I didn't expect him to actually be okay with moving back maybe he misses home too I know I miss the late nights drinking with coolie tank gazzy & Ool then fucking Stokeley after everyone went to sleep I mean things will be different now because of kehlani we can't all get shitfaced, fuck and go to sleep and not take care of her that'd be fucked up But we can get her a babysitter every once in a while
"But what about Jordan?" He asks
"I like him but he isn't Stokeley, I'll never find another Stokeley there's just something different about stokes"
"So you plan on leaving Jordan and going back to Stokeley or is Jordan coming back with us?"
"I'm probably just going to pack my shit and leave while he's asleep he'll get the hint when I never come back or answer his calls" I shrugged
"That's fucked up" he chuckled "but do what you gotta do"
"I'm fucked up I always ruin everything but ruining things with Jordan is okay Because Stokeley is and has been the love of my life for a while now"
"You slept with Stokeley?" Jordan mumbled and opened his eyes . Was His ass was pretending to be asleep this whole time?
"Oh shit" rawhool laughed
"It Wasn't me" I shrugged
"Nigga you aren't shaggy I heard what the fuck you just said when did y'all fuck?"
"Um I don't know when we first got there you were sleep and we fucked in the bathroom and then again an hour before we left to come back here"
"So what was I then? Just a boy to fuck?"
"Jordan shut up you knew you weren't my boyfriend you knew you were just a boy I fuck on, I was fucking rawhool too and you don't see him getting mad you and I never made any agreements not to fuck other people we never made any commitment"
"I'm not dealing with your shit, go back too Stokeley and leave me the fuck alone" he rolled his eyes and stood up
"That's what I planned on doing already" I laughed I don't know why he thought that was going to hurt my feelings, I know I was unsure but as long as I got rawhool to keep me from fucking everything up I'll be okay ools my person Jordan walked off, he's probably going to go home Rawhool and I are roommates but Jordan lame ass wanted his own house and I don't know why because he's here all the time
"he's mad but whatever, when did you want to move back?" He asks
"Sometime in the next few weeks I don't know I haven't really decided yet"
"Soooo I should start packing soon" he took a deep breath "I'm to fucking lazy though"
"I felt that" I laughed then looked around my bedroom, I kind of have a lot of things mostly clothes and shoes but that's still a lot of shit
"Before we go back let's fuck?" He smirked He don't gotta ask me twice, me and Stokeley technically ain't together right now. Jordan isn't going to be around anymore so there ain't nothing standing in the way. What happens in Orlando stays in Orlando it's not like we've never fucked before
"I mean I don't know hold on let me go ask Jordan so he don't throw a fit" I said jokingly. He rolled his eyes and came closer to me
"Fuck Jordan" he leaned in and kissed me. I kissed him back as I climbed on top of him then broke the kiss taking my shirt off Bestfriends with benefits? At least until me and Stokeley are back together. Once that happens we can't fuck anymore for real this time Unless Stokeley joins then I'll have no problem fucking him because I can't get in trouble for it Stokeley can't get mad if he's apart of the sex but knowing him he'd agree to a threesome then be all dramatic about it afterwards
** I'm running out of ideas for this book but I really don't want to end it. 🤦♂️
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