~Stokeleys pov
I poured myself another shot and took it
Coolie said nick invited him to some kickback thing and he wanted me and coolie to come
I started my own little party early and I've been taking shots all day
But now I'm taking it over there so I have people to do shots with
"Pour me one too" coolie sits next to me
"You're driving though"
"Okay and? A shot ain't gonna do shit"
I poured us both a shot, we tapped the glasses together then took the shot
"Shit okay We're leaving come on" coolie says
I got up and followed him out of the door
Coolie doesn't even know any of nicks friends and neither do I
We barely even know nick I don't know why we have to go to this
"Let's find you a new boyfriend"
"Coolie no im good"
"You're not, you're depressed"
"I'm fine, I want Jahseh he doesn't want me life goes on" I shrugged
"You know damn well he wants you, he's just stubborn"
I'm not so sure about that anymore
-time skip
We walked into the house and the first person I seen was Jahseh. Great tonight will be fun
I'm sure coolie knew he was here with his dumbass
"Why is he here?" Jahseh asks
Why is he acting like we can't be in the same room?
"I'm Assuming that's Stokeley" some dark skinned boy says
"Coolie take me home" I mumble under my breath
I miss him and really want him. Coolie knows that
"Rawhool I cant be here" Jahseh said
His voice hurts me
"We need drinks, strong drinks" nick said standing up. I agree with him I need a drink. A strong drink
I followed nick into the kitchen to help him with the drinks, he's still mad at me for trying to play him but I mean I wasn't really trying I didn't care if he was around or not I was just bored
"You and jahseh should talk again" nick says to me
"I'm okay, he's already broke me enough with his words" I shrugged as I poured a drink
Jahseh walked into the kitchen right after I said that
Nick finished pouring the last drink and I helped him carry them out to everyone
I went back to the kitchen for my drink, Jahseh was still standing there
"Stokes, I miss you" he said lowly
"Please don't" I walked over to grab my drink
"I miss you and it's killing me"
"Stop Jahseh just pretend like I'm not here enjoy your time and I'll enjoy mine"
"I don't want too, I can't stop thinking about you"
"Jah trust me it's killing me more but you're the one walking away from us so please don't tell me you miss me don't tell me anything at all just let me go"
"You walked away first, the second you went out with nick you decid-" I cut him off
"Seriously Jahseh? Your going to continue to throw nick in my face? Are we really going to have this fucking argument again"
"Yes Stokeley Because you clearly don't know how much you've hurt me"
"BULLSHIT!" I shouted throwing my hands into the air causing him to flinch a little
"I don't know why I even tried to talk to you" he mumbled
"Because you know you've made the wrong decision you know were meant to be" I pushed him back into the counter roughly
"No Stokes, clearly we aren't Because you never would've cheated! And Don't ever lay your hands on me again I swear I'll never talk to you again"
"I DIDNT CHEAT ON YOU I KISSED HIM OKAY THATS ALL IT WAS A MEANINGLESS FUCKING KISS AND IM TIRED OF YOU USING IT AS A REASON TO LEAVE ME WHEN YOU KNOW YOU'VE BEEN WANTING TO LEAVE"
I sighed and then looked around remembering this isn't my house and screaming inside of it is kind of disrespectful
"THATS CHEATING STOKELEY I NEVER SAID IVE BEEN WANTING TO LEAVE MISS ME WITH THAT BULLSHIT"
"Jahseh, tell me you haven't thought about leaving me? You've been looking for a way out before this shitty ass relationship before it even started I should've never talked to you" I say instantly regretting it
He's the best thing that's happened to me
I don't wish I never would've talked to him, I wish i never would've talked to nick
"YOU KNOW WHAT STOKELEY YES I DOUBTED US AT FIRST AND NOW LOOK AT US I WAS RIGHT TO DOUBT YOU"
"NOT JUST AT FIRST JAHSEH FUCK JUST ADMIT IT YOU WANTED OUT THE ENTIRE TIME NOT JUST THE BEGINNING YOU KNOW NICK DIDNT MEAN SHIT TO ME STOP MAKING UP EXCUSES"
"They told me I should come in here and try to calm you guys since you keep arguing about me" nick says awkwardly walking towards us
"Ain't shit you can do to calm me get the hell away from me" I said pushing him back
"Stokeley I don't even know you right now, what the fuck is wrong with you?" Jahseh looked at me with a sad look "you've got to be better" he added
I am kind of a mess, I don't even know me right now
"You're what's wrong with me, and I was right Wasn't I? You've been wanting out of this relationship?" I ask. He stayed quiet
"Yeah that's what I thought" I said walking away
He always seemed like he was ready to leave, just needed a reason. I guess I gave him one
"Here you need this drink more than I do" some nigga says holding his cup out towards me
I grabbed it and chugged it
"Damn you that stressed" one of them laughs
"Nigga you know you heard that entire argument, yes I'm fucking stressed"
I sat down and took someone's drink out of they hands then took a sip
"Damn nigga get your own next time" he said
"Yours was closer" I shrugged
I don't even know these people I definitely shouldn't be drinking off their cups but at this point I don't really care about my life
** logged out for a while for personal reasons but I came back to 11k reads, thank you so much ❤️
I have a few new ideas for this book now that I've cleared my head
This chapter was kinda lame, just a filler chapter that i started writing before I logged out
Also my new Rapper Imagines book is out now go read & show love 💗
