Crush X Reader Boyfriend Scenarios

:: uh,,, hi 😔🤛🏻

ok so, first things first

i've been on this account for four straight years, but the last half of that time period has been spent in my studies n basically isolating you all

ok that sounds so bad i'm sorry JSJSJ

basically,

hi LOL

i've been gone for so long, and today someone on twt sent me a link to a minsung au on here and i had to log back on my acc to read it offline, and i got bombarded?? with over 3k+ alerts n messages, LMAODJDJSH

i'm shocked acc, i thought i'd have like a hundred or so, but the most recent comments and likes have been from like 3 hours ago?? i'm not tryna brag but wow, do you all really miss me that much bcs i'm so flattered rn i wanna smooch you all :"((

uhh, i'm currently on break before i start sophomore year and my igcse's r a whole pain in the ass to even think about. i got into a "feud" w my friend bcs she's got her head too far up her ass to accept that she's gotten annoying after gaining instant stardom on stan twt w/o even realising that the stupid bird app doesn't dictate hierarchy in the real world lmaoaoaoansnd. uh what else, oh yeah, i'm also a huge disappointment to my parents but hey, what's new?

oh also, i still have a crush on that one guy i talked abt on my wall which none of you prolly care about, and i'm honestly quite unsure as to why i'm writing this but i'm making a very abrupt decision rn??

i wanna come back to this account, bro :-(

i'm not even sure if i could keep up with my schedule, let alone handle updates with all my tuitions and classes BUT man, i really miss writing for you all ˊ_>ˋ

so yeah, let's see how that goes JSJSHS

i have some half finished works in my drafts and i'm honestly kinda eager to post them bcs surprise they're not all that horrible and cringeworthy as i imagined they would be, am i god confirmed??

just jokes haha, i'm honestly being rlly awkward rn BUT jdjsjsjs idk i'm just kinda excited and way up on my high horse to bother not sounding like a cocky ass owo

ok anyways, stan skz and uhh, i'll be tryna write more frequently now??

i love u all, i'm sorry for being so mia w life urjfjsjshs, hugs n cuddles for all of you <33

ok bye lol

- def not lyla, that's an ugly alias, my name is jasper now owo ok thx for reading