For my whole life people have left me
Sometimes intentionally
Sometimes not really
The first time someone left was
When I was 3
I moved and left my best friends behind
Then in kindergarten
I made ONE friend
We were not in the same class for 5 years
She moved on
In first grade
She moved to a different school in the area
In second grade
They moved to a different state
In third and fourth grade
I FINALLY had one good friend
He was awesome
Then I screwed it up in 5th grade with my feelings
That's the first time in my life that I realized I was replaceable
The next day he came into school totally ignoring me
Well since then my life has been shit
I realized that everyone leaves I instead of being the one left behind I started being to one to leave first
Sixth grade
I had a friend I thought she got too close
Cut the whole friendship off
Like it never happened
Same with seventh and eighth
Then tonight in the middle of the summer going into ninth grade
I brought my dog up to my room to give me company while I sleep/cry at night
Then my parents found out
And my dog also left me
He left me here in the fuckin dark
Alone
Just like everyone else did
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stay weird
Jbird
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