I have gotten to the point that I just wanna sit somewhere and let everything around me pass
I have so much stuff i need to do
So many things people expect from me
So many unreal expectations
That I know I will fail at
I try to be enough
I try to be able to get where myself and everyone around me wants to be
But after everything
It becomes too much
Thinking about the future every step I take
Thinking about how all my actions will affect the future
How everyone thinks if I fail now I will always be a failure
That there is no redemption
This cycle
The repetition
Of doing all of these things
Just to crash and restart?
Why?
Why do i try to be someone I am not
Why is being myself not enough for the future?
Why can't i be mentally ok and move forward
Why do I have to drown myself in stress to get myself somewhere?
Stopping the stress and doing what i like for a few minutes is not enough
I want to be free
I want to live my life
Not the lives of everyone else
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yeah I'm in a weird mood today
stay weird
Jbird
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