My Thug Love Boy version( Under Major Editing)

Bullshit

Justice POV

Well since that call I have found that bitch nigga. He in my ware house basement he screaming cause I just shot I'm twice in the knee. I'm like why you come for me after I let you know what's up. He like man you a bitch literally I'm like I'm not on four legs so I'm not. But then I'm like bye and I leave ima let him bleed to death. I walk upstairs and I'm like find the rest of them and kill them on the spot. I leave the ware house and I head home in my range rover blasting Her Way by Partynextdoor. I was getting it in the car I get in the house went straight to shower and yes Mikah went back to Atlanta cause it was to much going on. But we talk everyday. So I get out dried off did all that lotion and deodorant and perfume shit. Then I put on a fitted plain white crew neck with ripped skinnies and my Taxis 12's. Then I put my hair in a pony tail and put on gold jewelry. Then I was out listening to that song again. I went to the grocery store bought some quick things to cook. Then I took the home put them up left to the mall. I looked plain but cute oh and I had a natural makeup look with lip gloss. I got there and I seen this girl who looked lost. So I stop to see what wrong she like nothing get tf away I'm like okay hoe. Then I walk away I got Forever 21 I buy shorts and half shirts, camis, jeans, skirts, maxis, and shirts. I came home to Erin sitting on my couch like where you been. I'm like out minding mine. Why? He like just asking minding yours. I'm like I see but what's good why you here? He like cause I wanna see my baby. I'm like where they at. He like oh okay Just bye I'm like good night text me later. He like whatever. I know I was mean but I need some time to my self that's why I did it.

I get to the kitchen I cooked me some skinless chicken and some mixed veggies. I smashed if I can say I can cook. I eat healthy cause I'm fat at heart I love food. But I'm little so if I get fat I look bigger faster and that's a no no. I left again went to my warehouse and seen Daren's cute self I sat down next to him like what's up he like nun tired I'm like go home he like I got shit to do here. I'm like who the boss he like you I'm like what I say he like leave I'm like bye then he kissed my cheek and was out. I tell everyone they can go home and rest they got hella shit to do tomorrow they like alright they clean up and was out that bitch. I shut down and I left. I went in my house and stripped and fell asleep in Erin's room its the closest to the stairs. I woke up and I did my hygiene shit. I put on a black fitted dress with high black and white socks with my concords. I put my hair down and straighened it and put a polo bucket hat. Then I'm like shit I'm cute I had diamond earrings and Mk watch and some rings I bout over the years. I left knocked on Erin's door he like what he staring at me like damn. I'm like come to the trap with me. He like okay come in I gotta get dressed. I walked in I see his mommy I'm like hi ma. She like GI pretty baby you look gorgeous as usual I'm like you to. He comes down matching my fit a lil bit. I'm like finna leave ma she like bye. We walk to my truck and we head straight to the trap listening to Grind and Pray by August alsina. I was killing it we get to are first trap and they doing what they supposed to. I went to every one of them. We in my truck listening to On the run by Jay z and Beyonce. I was killing it he rapping Jays part we sounded cute. We at a red light with all the windows down and singing we both can sing something yall ain't know. People in other cars staring I'm feeling my self so I'm killing he is to. We got out at Denny's and we was still singing people was clapping. We laughing and eating saying thank you and shit. We leave and go to his house his mom laying on the couch on her phone listeneing to on the run again and I couldn't fight the it I had to sing it. I guess Erin couldn't either he started rapping. She like y'all sound so cute we finish the song and I look up he staring I'm like what. He like your beautiful his mom like what's going on y'all together I'm like nah he like we were. She like what he do I'm like cheated. She like what you mean I'm like he was with another female after we had a fight. She slapped the shit outa him. She like I taught you better than that. She like you forgave him I'm like yeah we taking it slow he single I am to. He gets up leaves the room. I'm like let me see what's wrong I run upstairs bro his room he just laying there with his hat on his face. I'm like what's wrong bruh. He like I want you more than you know in every way you know this so why you beaten around the bush with me. I'm like I'm not finna be in a relationship where when u mad you have some hoe slurp you up I'm not finna do it. He like whatever I won't do it again I'm like well if you can go a week without head I'll let you have me. He like watch ima get you I'm leaving whatever. I'm like if you say so I don't think I believe you. He steps to where I am like see how up moved back. You can't be close to without moving back and catching your composure. I'm like whatever boy you ain't nobody gotta catch they composure. He stepped closer he smelled so good I swear I could have passed out so I looked down. He moves my face to his and he kisses me at first I ain't wanna kiss back. But shit his lips soft so I did. He picked me up and put me against the wall. When I felt him getting hard I stopped the kiss and moved. I couldn't do that yet then I left his room. He yelling saying sorry I'm by the door he running down stairs yelling sorry. His mom like what happened then I open the door for him to come close it he like we gotta talk about what just happened. Im like I'm cool he like ima come over I'm like okay I gotta go. He kisses my cheek and I left. I get outside it feels as if I haven't breathed in air in like twenty years. He finna have a bitch die I was like gosh his ting is big af. But yeah I get to my house I lay down I take a two hour nap. Then I feel someone tapping me. I look up to see Erin he moves me over and sits on the edge of the couch. I'm like what you want he like you I'm like you gotta win the bet first. He like whatever fool you cooking or we going out. I'm like out he helps me up and I put my shoes on. We get in my truck and we leave. We got to this soul food restaurant in the hood and I ordered chicken, green beans, salad, corn bread, monkey bread, and greens. He got the same we got are food and the waitress was staring at him I thought he was gonna flirt but he just stared at me. Then when she left he like you thought I was finna talk to her I'm like hell yeah. He said I'm changing I don't want no hoes only you. I'm like okay I see you we finish I'm like I gotta work out damn. We get to my house I change into work out clothes then I'm like I'm going to Planet fitness he like what's wrong with the one here. I'm like its getting cleaned. He like oh okay he gets up and changes and we was out. We get there and hoes staring at him and shit. He showing them deep ass dimples. I'm like man come on he like I am I do my first workout and some dude walks up like you can bench that much. I'm like yeah he like I see you I smile he walks away. Then Erin like what's that I'm like a nigga he like whatever Just. I'm like bye you to mad. I do my workouts and exsersises as I did them I sang to whatever popped up on my phone. Then some hoe came up to Erin and whispered the in his ear. Then she kissed it and licked his ear lobe. I'm like what I thought. I walked to get a towel then I was going to leave. Which I did and he came out like what's wrong I'm like nun just hot. We get to my house he like I'm staying the night I'm like whatever. I shower put on pajamas and was out. He came and put his arms around me and I moved from his grip he turns on the light like what's wrong Just. I'm like nothing don't touch me. He like you never did that before then smiled like the girl from the gym. I'm like hell yeah. He like I ain't even give her my number or nothing. I do nothing. I'm like oh okay but still don't touch me. He like why I'm like I don't want to be touched. So cut the light off and snuggled into my back like let me hold you Idk what to do with my arms. I'm like come on he holds me and like thanks. I got to sleep to be woken up by my smoke alarm I was finna kill him. I walk to chef Erin burning up sausage he like my bad. I'm like IDC I'm not hungry anyway. He like okay I'm finna make me some ceral. I'm like okay I'm finna get dressed. I put on my adidas fitted track suit pants. They fit my ass just right with a plain white wife beater that I put in a knot in the front. With some adidas running shoes. I'm like I look cute I put on natural makeup and curled my hair and put the front in a knot bun. It was beyond cute. I put on hop silver earrings and a silver necklace and bracelets. Then I went downstairs he like you cute I'm like thanks he wearing the same thing but his is with an adidas shirt same shoes and he has only a watch on plus his beanie. I'm like we cute we was going shoe shopping. I love when we do this it be so fun. We went to the mall and I bought like 30 pairs of shoes. For graduation I was gone wear these nude Jimmy Choo and this pretty pink dress. It was gone be everything. Since its tomorrow afternoon ima get my weave busted in the morning. Right now we at the food court eating pizza. Then we finished shopping we get to my house. And we laid in my bed and then he started to give me a big ass hickey. I'm like move then Darren calls me like my grandma just died I'm like what. He like can you come now I'm like yeah be there in five seconds. I cover the hickey I told Erin I would be back. I get to the hospital room he crying and rocking and kissing her. I'm like say bye. He dies I kiss her forehead since I was close to her also. I cried so hard driving with him I swear I could barely see we get in the house and he fell asleep on my couch. His phone rings its his sister screaming I hear her husband beating her. I jump in my truck all I see is red I beat the fuck outs him and I shoot him in the arm. Then I see she unconscious so I take her to the hospital. They get her stable and back conscious and I say I'll get her in the morning and I leave. I get back to Darren up talking to Erin I take Darren's hand then I take him to my room I strip him lay him down and I grabbed his key to get him some clothes. I get down stairs to Erin pacing I'm like I need you to go home and to pick his sister up in the morning for me. He like okay he kisses my lips and leaves. I get to Darren's condo and grabs a lot of clothes then I leave brings them to my room. I lay down right after and was out. I wake up in the morning to a empty bed I hear the shower I got check on him he was fine I do my hygiene in Erin's room then I come back to my room with Darren with a towel on saying I was a good person to help him I'm like its cool. He like can you dress me I'm like sure. I get him lot I ones deodorized and I put his draws on him and shirt and cargos plus his socks and shoes. Then I put his bucket hat on his head. He says thanks and he hugs me and kisses my forehead then he like I love you girl I'm like I love you to. He leaves I get dressed cause I remembered I had a hair appointment. I put on sweats and a fitted T-shirt with ankle socks and the he got game 11's. I grab my phone after I do my natural makeup and I grab my purse told him to come on. He like okay I get to the salon he like really I'm like yup I gotta watch yo big head ass. He smiles and was like I'm off that suicidal shit bruh. I'm like can never be to sure come on. He walks in with me all the girls stare I'm like thirsty or nah. My hair stylist gets started on my hair while he sitting across from me talking to me about his grandma. All the good times we had I start to tear up and he kisses it away. All the girls like awe but where Erin I'm like he had to handle something for me today. They like oh okay. Right when I said that he walked in with Darren's sister she comes and hugs me I was getting curls and shit. She hugs her brother and said she got the news yesterday in the hospital. He smiles to hide the tear that was finna come down. Erin kisses me and the girls in the shop like awe. Everyone talking and Darren and his sister seem to be in better spirits. We laughing then I see its almost one me and Erin gotta get ready I jumped in my truck with Chrissy Darren's sister while he went with Erin. We all get to my house I put on my dress and heels do my makeup over I looked beautiful with the help of Chrissy. Her and her brother was coming to see us walk the stage so was Erin's mom and dad. I didn't calk mine or fly them out cause I just didn't want to. We got to the school me and Erin got are gowns. Put them on and sat till they called us up since I was the valivictorian and he was the vice. We talked and sung a song and we teared up we sat down and waited for are names to be called. They were and then are whole class stood up and through are hats up in the air. I hugged Erin and Darren and Chrissy plus Erin's mama. We left went to eat then I was tired I laid down when I got home. I felt the bed dip it was Darren he like what's wrong I'm like my stomach hurts. He massages it and then Erin comes in like what's wrong I'm like my stomach hurts a little. He like oh okay then he gets me some medicine. Darren like you want me to sleep in Erin's room and he sleeps in here with you. I'm like nah you and your sister sleeping with me Erin like I'm going home tonight and the trap anyways. He like okay I'm like go get Chrissy he gets her I'm like you laying in here with me and your brother. She like okay I gotta watch y'all for a couple more days. Then Erin kisses me and then he leaves. Darren like y'all together I'm like nah he like y'all kiss like y'all is. I'm like we working to being together that's why. He like okay sounds good y'all cute together Chrissy said it to. I get up to change then I lay back down in between them. We all fall asleep after talking half the night to Erin on the phone. When he was sleep we all three was gone. I felt arms and legs on me I'm like they like to cuddle. I'm like just my luck we wake up and Erin like get up busy morning. I'm like okay carry me to bathroom. Then I hear Chrissy say the same they carry us to my bathroom since I gotta shower and a tub. She gets in the tub while I get in the shower. Darren used Camilles bathroom. I get out I put my robe on and I hand Camille my other one. Me and her are the same size she just 21. She gotta sewin in so I tighten it up for her then I did pin curls. I gave her a new panty set I bought and we did that we lotioning up and laughing the boys walk in I'm like leave. They hurry and close the door. We both had on love spell from Victoria secret. We put on some high waisted vintage jeans with these plain black half fitted shirt. We was matching until the shoes I had the concords on while she had the taxis. We was cute asf with gold jewelry. My hair was straight and she had pin curls. We put on natural makeup and lip gloss. We go downstairs and we see the boys matching are fle. I'm like hell nah I sit down by Darren he like you smell good I'm like thanks. Erin was like okay let's go to breakfast. We get to IHOP me and Erin hey are usual while Chrissy and Darren got the same as us. We was smashing and laughing then the waitress comes and is flirting with the boys. They looking at us like can you do something. I'm like excuse you this my bf and that's her brother could you go this a family meal. She leaves and we get up to pay then leave. We go to the mall to get Chrissy some stuff since she living with me. We get there her and Erin bounced on me and Darren he was talking bout a present. Darren like let's get me some clothes I'm like come in fool. I pull him to the Tommy Hilfiger store. I picked hella shit out for him. Some lady like y'all a cute couple since we was so cool and laughing. I'm like we just friends she like I wish I hadda friend like him I'm like you can have him. Darren like that's played he like you would replace a nigga. I'm like never Left hand. The girl like left hand I'm like my right with his sister getting I want you present for me. She like oh cool she like ima let y'all get to talks day I'm like nice seeing you she like you to. Darren like she was cute I'm like by go spit yo lame ass game dude. He like lame I'm like yup nigga lame he like bet I get the number. I'm like bye prove it. He leaves and he gave her a tap she like what he like can I have the digits. She looks at me and I shake my head yeah she does. He like what I tell you I'm like you would have lost if it wasn't for me. He like you a lie I'm like she looked dead at me for approval nigga what. He like nah bro just take yo l bro. I'm like I'm done pay and let's go find my future and my girl Chrissy. We left we found them in  my fave store Saks fifth. They was going crazy I'm like hell nah. They like hold on five more things I'm like come on gosh. They grab the shit and we leave. We get to my house these niggas run upstairs me and Darren like wtf. So I'm like let's go see cause I don't play that. We get up there and it was gifts for me and him. We like awe they like we knew Justice's jealous ass was gone come up here. I smile like yall know me so freaking well. I grab and kissed Erin I'm like let me see your phone. He hands it to me I put the date we first met in and it unlocked as always. Even when he had his girlfriends it never changed. But yeah I checked his phone it only said he dialed mine and Chrissy's number thank god. Cause if not it would have been no hope plus I plugged it in my computer to check if he deleted anything which he didnt . I was gone go in on that ass if so. But I look up to a smirking Erin like did I pass. I'm like Yass bae you did. He like I'm bae now I'm like yup do you have an issue with that he like nah I dont. I'm like well act like it bro. Darren like all my lil baby in a relationship. I'm like stfu. He like nope then he pinched my cheeks. Erin pulls me to him and he kisses me. Darren like we going to my house tonight we'll be back cooking breakfast for y'all so be ready. So they leave and Erin wasn't on no games he like can I get it I'm like Idk. He like I respect your wishes. Then I'm like a+ you passes now give me what's mine. He like what I'm like I'm ready he like don't lie for my sake I'm like you passing the fuck out my tests. He laughing he picks me up while kissing me and we get upstairs he through me on the floor and he goes in he kissing many neck till my belly button. I'm moaning out the ass cause it feels so good then he asks two times was I ready I'm like yes I'm good. He like okay he opens my legs up and smirks up at me. He like you soaked Justice then he dug in like it was his last supper. He got a bitch shaking and moaning loud af he was sucking and licking and I was cuming like every 5 seconds. He came up and pulled out his wood and I'm like hell nah nigga that thing ain't gone fit. He like girl it will but just to let you know its gone hurt a little bit at first and that it would be the last time he hurt me intentionally. I'm like I'm ready he puts it at my door and slowly puts it in. One single tear came out I'm like that hurts so much. He like I'm sorry you want me to stop I'm like no so he keeps going 10 mins later I'm into it. It doest hurt I'm moaning he like damn you ultra tight. He like damn he switched are positions and then he getting it from the side I'm like I feel this in my damn stomach. He like I know  I'm mentally like hell nah this some weird shit but it feels amazing.  Then he was hitting the fuck out my spot I'm like shit. He like hands and knees I'm like what he like just do it so I do and he puts it in and I'm like I'm finna cum he like I feel it me to. We both had are climax and he fell on me. He like how was it I'm like an experience. He looks down and says oops. I'm like what he like i didn't use a condom. I jump up like you lying he like I'm not I'm sorry. I'm like I don't want kids yet he like Ik. He like if you do get pregnant with my baby would you kill it. I'm like do you want one now he like no but with you I would care for it. I'm like well I can't keep it. He like nah I want it I'm like you can't care for it yourself. He like man I respect that you don't want it so its your choice I'm like thanks. I'm like we don't know if I'm even pregnant so why it matter. He like cause it does he asks do I want kids I'm like not really maybe one or two. He like oh I'm like why he like I want 3 or 4. I'm like my pussy gone be loose if that happened. He like it snaps back I'm like did you have a baby he like nah but I know from people.  I'm like well don't tell me this why I stayed a virgin lord please save my uterus. Erin like you selfish I'm like you selfish I cant give a child what it need I'm I was finna be in a gang war plus I'm killing niggas here and there nope I ain't bringing a child in no life like this bruh. He gets his dramatic ass up and left I'm like lord so I go shower so I can get one of them pills to stop me from having the baby. I get out put on lotion and panties and bra then an adidas track suit with my adidas runners. Threw my hair in a quick bun and grabbed money and phone and keys and went down to find Erin sitting there staring at the wall. I'm like what are you doing he like nun thinking. I'm like about what he like you. I'm like what about me he like of you being scared. I'm like of what he like of a family I'm like I'm not scared. Not ready is what its more like. He like I understand I'll stand by your side while you have the abortion if you pregnant. I'm like thanks I'll be back soon. He like I'll be waiting. I kissed his lips and left. I get to the store and I think about it I'm like I need my life back I can't have a baby ima be a teen mom even though I am graduated I got college at UCLA and I'm jot giving that up. I get the pill pay for it and I take it as said on the box. I get to my house he still sitting there but this time he ain't naked. He like why you looking at me like that I'm like you seem sad. He like I'm cool I guess sad ain't what I'm feeling. He like I feel bad that I took your virginity and might have given you something you weren't ready to have. Im like I should have checked myself he like its definently not your fault at all. I'm like okay can we get off the subject. I need Chrissy call her he like okay I will. Then Darren calls me I'm like he left hand he like the m bored figured y'all would be done. I'm like you dumb come over. He like y'all dressed I'm like yup. He just called your sissy poo. He like okay left hand be there. I lay on Erin's lap and I talked to him he like you alright. I'm like I'm amazingly bored now. I'm finna go workout till they get here. He like I'm finna watch TV on come watch you dance they gotta key. I'm like yeah Darren got my extra one. He like yup and followed me to the room. I take off my shirt and jacket and started I did chin ups, pushups, sit-ups, weight lifting, and I did my twerkout. I was sweating bullets by the time I noticed everyone in the room. I'm like what they like you go hard I'm like always. Then I'm like I'm finna go to my gun range be back in 20. They like we finna order food. I'm shooting and I'm thinking about my life and how everything has changed. I'm shooting for 3 hours not even noticing I'm not missing no body parts and I then had 100 papers. I grabbed my papers and put them up then I went up. They like you look worried I'm like I'm not but I'm finna eat then shower. What y'all get they like burgers and fries. I'm like I'm finna make a healthy meal. They like then Erin like I want the fries Darren like I definitely want the burger.  Im like yall fat i grab my salad and grilled chicken and was out that bitch the smell of that shot was tempting like a motha fu#ka.