Got me messed up!

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Erin pov

Well yeah i knew about her losing the baby and her coma but what was i gone do. I aint feel like flying back. She pissed me off when i left i guess its just a grudge. But yeah my mom always blowing me up she telling about her losing the baby and all that stuff but me and my girlfriend are happy. And i know im wrong for not even checking up on Just but i dont want no problems here its been a month. Yes i got bascially almost over Just she'll always have my heart thats why i cant see her. I know she start Ucla in 3months so im happy for her. And she still doing good with her business. But what can i say im just nervous on seeing her and knowing her i aint gone leave without a scratch shit i might not leave alive.

Justice pov.

Yup im on my way to New york on my private jet. Kj and Darren,William, and Chrissy here. They dont want me to kill him but its gone be hard. Like how you dont care that i lost your seed bruh you got me fucked up because of some new bitch? She aint got a thang on me son like lets be real she prolly broke and aint never been on her shit or rich and aint work for shit only thing she work is her pussy. Let me know cause i wanna know and ima find out she better have the best pussy in the fucking world to have you not come see about your now dead child. Well its been 9 hours and we finally here. Im tired so we go to our hotel i tracked his phone so i already know where he at plus his dad told me. Right when i laid down it was over. I woke up the next day i got super cute. I put on some highwaisted vintage shorts, a Louis V half shirt, and some Louis V black red bottom sneakers. With gold jewlery i had my own hair out and it was silky straight to my ass. I was looking so cute. We all left after and we got to his house his female answers and she like who you im like Erin's friend from Cali came to visit i got business here. She lets us in and like i thought nothing on me. Im like oh Erin he like what fixing his outfit which matches mine we always dress alike not knowing we do it. He like Justice im like in the flesh he then says he sorry. Im like you a sorry mf aint you. Im like you got the nerve to not come see about your dead seed. He like i couldnt face you im like the day you left i went into a coma and i lost the baby because of stress you put me through. I had to hear from your mama about this bitch here and that you aint visit me. Im so mad i thought we was besties before anything but i see im nobody. He like you are my bestie im..... just sorry. Im like a sorry excuse for flesh thats it im like just needed that off my chest. And yeah while you bitch is staring at my hair yes its all mine. I flip it and Darren grabs Chrissy and Kj and we walk out. They like shopping im like yes please they like you strong for that im like i know but im tired of being strong. But ima suck it up for myself i know ima be a better person because of it. And Chrissy like man we in Ny girl find you a cute lil ting here. Im like girl shut your wannabe jamaican ass up. She laughs and we start shopping and all the lil cuties staring but Kj and Darren cock blocking us. Im like could yall go somewhere else yall irritating.

They gone say no they cool right with us. Then Chrissy like i think Kj like you im like he can get it frfr. She like girl well get it while i get my over protective brother away. So she walks away an i grab Kj's hand like come on he like oh we holdin hands now im like you rather me hold dude over there hand he like nah he look like a creep. He like you never look up at me im like how we get on this subject he like i been thinking bout it since after we met. Im like idk whyvi cant its just weird. Then he turns me towards him and he raises my chin i look up to his beautiful green eyes. I start feeling this sensation between my legs i turn away and im like i found why. He like well tell me i try to walk away and he pulls and spins me towards him in the middle of the sidewalk. He pulls my chin up so we eye to eye he stares at me and then he kisses me i couldve died and went to heaven my life was complete. We pull back and im like thats why. He like what you mean im like cause i just always wanna kiss you your just damnnnn. He laughs and was like your just damnnnnnn. I laugh and he like well come on since we got that out the way. Im like right we walk to this big Forever 21 i amost pass out im like my life complete. He like wow this your favorite store im like yesssss he like okay come on. I go crazy i got his hands so full and his arms is dangling hangers with more stuff. Im like i think im done he like dang you aint got nothing left to buy you got everything. I smile im like yeah i guess i do. Then we went to the check out it came out to $5000. Im like damn and i pay and we carry the bags to whatever food place was closer. We get to this soul food place i buy some he do to we sit and we eat. Then Chrissy and Darren come in and order then the join us he like i swear she can shop Kj like her to. Darren like we seen yall kiss im like whatever. He like yall cute yall should be together he like i know for a fact Kj feeling you and Chrissy told me about you Justice. Im like okay but its more to it than that. I look at Kj his green eyes and caramel skin with them pink thick lips and them cute dreads that i fucking love. Damn i must be really feeling ole dude. Then i look at Darren he like see you thinking bout it in your head just be with him. Im like yall acting like yall him he had to say he wants me to.  Kj like right then everyone looked his way he like yall already know i do or i wouldnt have kissed her. Or even helped her in that store months ago. Im like so we an item he like yeah he kisses me and im like you taste lik chicken we all laugh. And Darren was taking pictures of us on my phone and putting them on insta. Im like hell nah we getting likes every second they like yall so cute. And my followers in Ny like we seen you kissing on the sidewalk while shopping. Im like yeah that was us. Then we throw are trash away and we left we went to the hotel we got seperate rooms me and Kj share. He had me dead he plays to much. He like since your mines i wanna see the goods. Im like boy no he like please so i strip and he like like i thought beautiful. Then i get dressed again and he shows me the abs and his manhood he is truely blessed. Im like this is weird he like we both gotta know what we dealing with first he like i aint want no surprises. I laughed im like thats some shit i would say cause shit i would be sick (mad) if he was little asf. So im like okay now we got that weird shit out the way im going to sleep. I stripped to my bra and panties and laid down he stripped to his draws. He pulls me super close and he like i love to cuddle im like okay so i snuggle into him and was sleep in seconds. I woke up sweating at like 3 in the morning i had a dream that Chrissy was hurt so i hop up and run to her room. I get there and i dont see her i had her other key. So i open Darren's door i had his key im tapping him im like your sister isnt in her room. He gets up looks at me he like you not dressed and he takes his shirt off and puts it on me. It draps to my knees. Im like i had a bad dream about her and i went to check on her. He like come on lets check again so we do and she laying there i tap her im like where was you she like i been here all night im like you lying. She like how am i im like cause i just came in here calling your name walked all through here i had a bad dream about you. She like im fine i went to get ice and i went for a snack i was starving im like oh dont scare me like that again. She like why you got my brothers shirt on he like she running around here bra and panties looking for you. She like you must really love me im like bitch please and im like i cant help it she like i love you to. We hug and im like let me get back to my fucking room. I go back and Kj like where you go im like Darren's room cause i couldnt find Chrissy then we was at her room. He like who gave you that shirt im like Darren cause when i was waking him to tell him i couldnt find her i was only in my bra and panties. So he handed me his shirt to cover up. Kj like oh okay you okay im like im fine now she's cool then he like come lay i do and he looking at me with his beautiful green eyes. Im like damn i turn away and he turns me back and he kisses me it was so passionate i was so weak to his touch. Im like damn he like i needed that before i go back to sleep. He like you make me feel weird im like what you mean he like you make me feel like a little kid. Im like how he like you make me want you and chase after you then when i catch you i dont know what to do. Im like well sooner or later you'll figure it out. He said i hope so he licks his lips and turns off the lamp we go to sleep and then the next day he up before me no shirt on he ordered room service he wakes me and then theres a knock. Its the person who brings the food she gone lick her lips and try and flirt so im like babe who at the door i walk up my hair all put up in a bun with just the tshirt on. Then he like the maid and that he getting the food i give her a tip and she walks away. He like you so jealous im like i have a right to be im mean im the bomb.com but shit bitches will do anything. He like you right but im a good guy im forever faithful. Im like i hope so cause my .9 be so hungry. He like i bet then he hugs me and was like eat so we can go. So i get dressed im wearing this leather skirt a white racer back half shirt thats says Bomb.com in red with some black ankle socks and my toro 5's. I looked cute and i straightened my hair its so long and pretty. Then i did my natural makeup. I put gold jewlery on and a Mk black crossbody bag. Kj matched me with his Tru religion fit with his toro 5's. We walked out and Darren and Chrissy waiting we holding hands we make it downstairs and they like how cute im like right. Then she like Kj did you hit he like really she like hell yeah. He like nah i didnt she like she seen it didnt she im like bitch i seen it she like he blessed im like you nosey. Kj like right and im like yeah girl we dying. Darren like Just make sure you clothed before you come to my room. Im like my bad i didnt realize. Im like i had to wash you up and all that shit when you was on my watch he like i couldnt do shit then im like right so be quiet. He like its different with you im like ik but i had to bring that up. He like you always bringing up something im like whatever lose the attitude cause im not up for it today. He like whatever i look at Chrissy she like idk he just pissy today. Im like i see we leave and throughout the day i swear i see Erin with that girl but you know i trip alot. Then we see them in the coffee shop me and Kj. I go and grab are coffee and doughnut and i bump into Erin he like sorry he looks up and was like i truly sorry i hope you forgive me im like i do but i cant talk to you right now im not in an okay place with you. He like ik and i wish things were different im like i bet you do. He smiles showing his dimple and i walk away. I got to Kj and my table he like who was that im like nobody important right now. He like i know you lying but why im like im not lying he not so dont worry bout him cause im not. Then he gets up and was like come on we finna go im like you can go ima finish he like okay bye. Then i felt someone standing over me and i look back to see Erin he like can we talk. Im like nah im not in the mood do yall know this nigga sat down amd continued to fucking talk. He like i got scared of my feelings for you thats why i left. Im like why was you scared he like what do you think i would do if something really bad happen to you im like tell me something bad already did. He like im depressed i cant stop thinking about you im like well i have a boyfriend he like but why cant we be back friends. Im like okay cool i finished my food and i hugged him told him to text or call me. Then i get outside and i see Kj big tall ass talking to some ugly hoe. So i keep walking shit im good then Erin like aint Kj over there i aint realize he was walking the same way as me. Im like yeah but i aint trippin he mad about me talking to you he thought you was another nigga. He like oh he says you want me to walk you to where you going im like yeah. I need to get to the Hilton he like okay. Im like thanks bestie. He touches me and he hit where i had the c section and i flinched he like whats wrong i lift up my shirt he like whats that mark im like its from my c section it still stings a little. This look of sorrow came over his face like he was instantly sad. He like im sorry we get to the hotel he hugs me and said he'll call later. I walked in i see Darren aruging with some female. I walk over like whats up he like this hoe crazy. Im like how he like she said she prego by me and i fucked her yesterday. All i do is laugh im like i know you aint arguing with her if you know that now come on. He grabs my hand and we go to his room i lay on his bed Chrissy out on a date. We both laying there i fell asleep he snuggled into my neck we was gone. Then i here a loud scream. I jump up and Chrissy like wtf yall doing. Im like oh we must have fell asleep. She like its 3am im like shit i gotta get to my room. I kissed Darren's cheek and hugged Chrissy. Im running to my room i hit somebody and fell. Dude like my bad ma. I look up like its my fault he was cute but then he smiled looking like a greek god. Then i said bye and i kept running to my room. I get there Kj look mad af sitting on the couch. He like where you been i was like i fell asleep at Darren's room we was talking and i was out all that shopping. He like oh okay im like who was that girl he like what girl im like the hoe me and Erin seen you with. He like when was you with Erin im like after you left me he like see you be with him to much im like boy no i dont we barely be aroumd eachother lately. Then i get a call its Erin im like hello. He like wyd im like talking to Kj why wassup he like i just wanted to see if you could do dinner tomorrow im like sure text me the details. He like bye love you i said bye and me to. I hung up.

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