Three fucking days, he hasn't seen Grayson in three days since the football game and he's starting to get worried it's the longest he's disappeared for, he knows he isn't at Ben's he asked he knew Grayson would lie andhe completely gets why he would.
Grayson may have been an asshole but he apologised and Ethan shut him down, he wasn't going to forgive him for it but something that Lance's girlfriend said enlightened him, thats why right now he's driving in the pouring rain to a local gay club where knows Grayson will be because Ben told him thats where he is.
He parks the car and runs inside looking around the bar, he sees Grayson sat on a stool with an ice pack on his face covering his cheek, Ethan runs up to him and takes his hand on his cheeks scanning him for more injuries, Graysons too shocked to react he doesn't know why Ethans here or even thought to look here. He also doesn't know why Ethan looks worried about him and looking for more injuries.
"What happened?" Ethan looks at the blue and black bruise on Graysons cheeks frowning
"Bar fight is okay though i barely got hurt" Grayson stares at Ethans face as he scans him, he really is perfect, his button nose, his hazel eyes his plump lips, his hair and his skin the perfect colour and soft. Graysons too intoxicated to control himself and he releases the tears that he's been holding for so long, Ethans heart clenches and feels sorry he's not sure why but he is he engulfs Grayson in a hug not paying any attention to it because it feels right? He likes comforting Grayson like this, he's vulnerable and soft and Grayson isn't usually like this but he can't control himself.
"I forgive you" Ethan whisper gently in Graysons ear and you can feel him smile.
"Thank god" Grayson chuckles spraying tears all over Ethans black shirt in the act.
"Come on let's go back" Ethan holds out his hand and Grayson takes it walking out of the bar, the rain engulfs the both of them and they run towards Ethans jeep.
"Last time i was in here i couldn't wait to have your dick up my ass" Grayson slurs looking at the seat behind him as he replays the sex.
"And you promised to fuck me real good next time" Ethan recalls chuckling, starting to drive back to the dorm rooms. They unlock the door shivering and slipping out of their drenched clothes, and Ethan falls into his comforter feeling instantly warm he feels two arms wrap around his waist and pulls him closer to his chest and he smiles, but his smile falters when he his stomach flips.
He can hear Grayson snoring lightly in his ear, and he frowns this this is why he hates Grayson, he does something unexpected and sudden making him fall even harder for him. It's like he's doing it on purpose doing sweet things only to rip into him the next day for something small making his heart clench. He's confusing and unpredictable and thats one of the reasons he likes Grayson, he loves the challenge of trying to guess what type of mood Graysons in, if he's horny or angry, frustrated or happy. It's all one big guessing game and there is one question he just can't figure his head around, does Grayson like him back?
Ben, Noah and Lance all say he does, or he has 'something' towards him but he doesn't believe it no matter what they say he just does not believe that he liked him, sometimes what they say seems real and justifiable but then he walks into the room and Grayson starts arguing with him.
He just wishes Grayson could like him back
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Nothing compares no worries or cares regrets and mistakes they're memories made
who would have known how bittersweet this would taste
