Chandlers pov
you know its really hard not to go in there and kiss his face. i miss him, but yah know? actually you dont because i dont even know. "chandler?" i heard as someone knocked on my door opening it."yesh?" i said "were all watching movies down stairs, you joining?" btw it was taylor. "uh, sure' i said getting up from my bed. i walked downstairs with taylor and into the movie room. they all looked at us and i could just see the pain in shawns eyes. im creating this....i feel horrible. i go sit next to him, his perked up. "hi!" he said "heyyy" i said dragging out the "y" "so what movie are we watching" he had asked "im not sure" i said "why do things have to be awkward" ge asked "honestly shawn god i miss saying your name idk? i love and miss you, but im scared you'll just do it again" i said "you still love me? i promise i swear on my life it will bnever happen again" he pleaded i brought my head closer and kissed him. it felt just like the first time we kissed. like we were weant to be.
next day
shawn said he wanted to take me out for dinner, for making up how he was a "douche"..... I honestly love him, I really do. I trust him.
I was getting ready,
I wore a cropped top, and not with shorts because every fucking girl wears that. I wore a high waisted skater skirt. so just a little of my stomach showed.
I wore black vans.
no I'm no girly girl.
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I got the car. "Shawn where are we going?" I asked
"Youll see" he said
I was nervous for some reason.
"Nervous?" Shawn laughed
"Kinda..." I said
"Why?"
"Idk shawn" i said
"I promise, okay?" He said
"Okay." I whispered
"Were such cheesecakes" we said in unison
And then we laughed.
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"Okay close your eyes" shawnathan(wtf?) Said
I did and he guided me to where i was supposed to go.
"Open!" He said and let go of my head.
"Oh gosh!" I said smiling
He laid out a picnic.
"I love it" I said turning around to hug him. He tilted my head up I looked at him and we both started leaning in. I felt our lips touch just like our first kiss. We let the kiss break. He started singing to me.
"Your hand fits in mine like its made just for me. But bear this in mind we were meant to be" I was smiling like and idiot.
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"So were dating" he asked
"We never stopped" I said back.
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And THANKS FOR 100k I cried so much. I LOVE you all you don't even know it.
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bullied by magcon
FanfictionChandler has her hands full with life, traumatized from when she was younger, bullied , and beaten. Read and find out this journey with Chandler, o2l, magcon, and many other YouTubers. ___________ all rights reserved ©™ lexiispeeeerf No part of this...